Entrance Exams.....

Undinno IIT ke exams ke liye phele sab fight karte the uske baad AIEEE aur phir last mein hota tha MPPET.......

Har kisi ka sapna hota hai IIT colleges lekin yaha admission lena mazak nahi hota....colleges bahut important role play karte hai aur yaha bitaye 4 saal aapke aane waale future ka rasta banate hai.....

Undinno branches ki itni knowledge nahi thi aur ek uska reason ye bhi tha ki meri family mein koi bhi abhi tak Er. nahi tha......mein akela tha jo Er. banne ke liye fight kar raha tha aur mere liye IIT sirf ek complementary fight tha kyu ki mujhe pata tha ki mein kitne paani mein hu aur meine IIT ki practise booklets lena start kardi thi aur ek question solve karne mein aur samjhne mein tote ud jaate the mere....lekin maza ata tha aur mera night lamp aur meri physics bahut maza ata tha undino puri raat ko study karo aur din mein soo.....wo raatein bhi kya raatein thi wo raatein bhi kya raatein thi.......

April mein IIT ka exam hona tha aur meri preparation bhi nahi thi aur mere kaafi saare dosto ne walkout kar liya tha IIT exam se jismein se ek silly lover bhi tha....meine bhi apne father ko kaha tha ki mein ye exam mein baithne ke layak nahi hu aur faltu mein wo exam mein 1200rs nahi daale....lekin mere father ne mujhse kaha ki baat paiso ki nahi hai beta agar aaj tu bade level pe perform karne se darega to phir future mein ye dar hamesha bana rahega aur exam nikle ya na nikle lekin jab tu IIT jaise bade exam ko dene jayega jaha minus marking hoti hai to tera confidence badega aur tu state level exams mein acha perform kar payega.......usdin ek baat jo mere father ne kahi wo aaj bhi mujhe motivate karti hai wo ye kisi kabhi bhi har aur jeet ke dar ko nikal kar ladai pe jana chaiye phir chahe competition kitna bhi tagda kyu nahi ho aapne aap ko kabhi kisi se kam mat samjho......always believe u r the best and try to improve ur knowledge on every single beat of ur heart........

hum sabki life mein parents ka bahut bada role hota hai aur mein apne aap ko bahut lucky manta hu ki mere parents mere saath bilkul dost ki tarha meri har ek problem mein se nikalne mein madat karte hai.....kyu ki mein dekhta tha mere kaafi saare dost aise hai jo apne father se kaafi saare baatein chupate the aur baat karne mein bhi darte the........lekin mere saath aisa nahi tha mere parents bilkul mere dost ki tarha the jo ki bahut achi baat thi kyu ki mein unse bina hesitate hue kaafi saare discussion kar pata tha.....thanks to god ki mujhe itne ache maa baap mile.......i love them both......

Finally wo din aa gaya jiske baaremein kaafi dinno se soch raha tha IIT ka exam day aur center the MITS aisa first time ho raha tha jab mein  MITS ke andar ja raha tha dil ki dhadkan bahut teez thi kyu ki pheli bar itne bade exam ho dene ja raha tha.....phir apne room mein baitha aur ganti baji lekin mere saath usdin ek mazak ho gaya mein apne paper ki seal kaafi time tak kholta raha usko itne nazuk tarha se khol raha tha ki jo teacher waha thi  usne smile ki aur mujhe seal khol kar di..........hehehehehe.......

phir exam mein to questions uppr se nikal rahe the aur minus marking ki wajha se hawa mein teer bhi nahi chala sakta tha lekin jaise taise exam over hua aur jab bahar aya to dekha mere father ke saath silly lover bhi aya tha mujhe lene wo dono bahar mera aise intzaar kar rahe the jaise mein kisi jung se aa raha hu.........

phir aise hi AIEEE ka exam aya jo bhi kaafi typical hota hai aur jis tarha ki preparation ki thi meine to wo bhi out of coverage area tha........ab ye exam dene ke baad PET mein thoda gap tha aur ek din mein,sharma aur silly lover mille aise hi londiya baazi karne nikle the usdin thoda dimaag ko rest dene kyu ki pichle kaafi dinno se race mein bhaage ja rahe the hum sab.......phir hum teeno exam mein acha perform karne ki kuch planning ki aur decide kiya ki teeno bhopal mein hi college lege taaki ghar se bahar nikle aur college life jee paye bilkul azadi se.........undino jis tarha parishabodh ati thi ushi tarha PET ki bhi solve previous exams ki booklets ati thi ya kaho ki jugad thi wo sab kahete the ki jo usko laga deta tha usko acha college mil jata tha....to hum teeno wo le aye the........undinno saara study material victoria market mein milta tha jo maharaj bade pe hua karta tha....... 

Bus phir kya lag gaye PET papers ko ratne mein......almost sabne crash courses laga liye the lekin mein nahi lagaya tha kyu ki mujhe self studies hamesha se achi lagti thi......mein govt. quaters mein raheta tha to mere hi block mein mera ek colony friend bhi tha to noon mein after lunch uske yaha chala jata tha uske yaha ek chota sa garden tha to hum dono waha baith ke padte the....

PET ka exam bhi complete ho gaya aur phir class 12th result aya meri aadat thi mein kabhi apna result dekhne nahi jata tha mujhe thoda dar lagta tha isliye mere father gaye the har bar ki tarha usdin bhi aur undino hamare ghar ke pass mayur plaza hi hua karta tha jaha cyber cafe the.......mujhe aaj hi yaad hai wo ek ek sec kaatna kitna muskil kaam tha  aur mein akela bahar waale room mein baitha hua tha ki achanak gate khulne ki awaaz ayi dekha to mere father aa chuke the printout le kar aur meine jab unki taraf dekha aur kaha to unhone ek smile di aur kaha tumhare 80% aye hai aur mujhe gale se laga liya wo moment mein kabhi nahi bholuga kyu ki meine apne father ki aankhon mein ek proud feeling dekhi thi kyu ki har ek baap ka sapna hota hai ki uska beta kuch acha achieve kare....

Phir kya hum saare dost ek din phir mille aur party ki ek hurdle to par kar liya tha hum sabne kyu ki class 12th ka bahut bada importance hota hai hum sab ki life mein......ab phir PET ke result ki baari thi lekin usse phele AIEEE ka result ana tha jismein mera performance acha nahi raha......lekin abhi bhi PET result se kaafi umeed thi aur hum teeno dosto ne bhopal jaane ki sab taiyaari bhi karli thi lekin jo likha hota hai usko kon taal sakta hai....result ka din aya aur teeno ki lanka lag gayi mere aur silly lover ke almost same marks aye around 245 lekin ye kaafi kam marks the aur sharma ne to aur bhi kam the below 200 ab ye baat to samjh aa gayi thi bhopal jaane ka sapne totne wala hai....isliye meine phir SRM chennai aur AMITY university ke private exams form bhi bhare aur clear bhi kiye entrance exam lekin baat phir wahi paiso pe aakar atak gayi......

Undinno meri didi ki shaadi bhi pakki ho gayi thi aur mere father ko VRS ka jo paisa milla tha wo uski shaadi mein bhi lagana bahut jaruri tha....isliye phir meine apni family ke liye sacrifice kiya aur wait karne laga MITS mein college ki counseling ka.....undino dates milti thi jo paper mein aa jaati thi PET exam marks ke according....to pmeri aur silly lover ki dates mein 1 din ka difference tha meri ek pheli thi aur gwalior mein sabse phele MITS bharta tha aur uske baat MPCT,ITM.....lekin ushi saal IPS college open hua tha gwalior mein jo kaafi surkhiyo mein tha apne infrastructure ki wajha se aur ho  bhi kyu na hamare city ke ek corrupt minister ka ne wo college dala tha aur jo paisa swarnrekha nadi ke vikas ke liye aya tha wo saara usne apne college mein jo laga diya tha......hamari country mein actual development mein kaafi kam paisa kharch hota hai kyu ki ministers ke ghar ka development kaise hoga...........hahahahahaha.........

phir kya jaisa ki aap sab jaante hai ki bheed chal bahut hai hamari country mein isliye sab IPS ki taraf bhage kyu ki saare colleges except MITS RGPV se affilated the to ab koi bhi college lo kya farak padta hai......undino koi guide karne wala nahi tha kyu ki mere ghar ka mein phela Er banane wala tha.....mujhe Automobile Enginnering mein bahut interest tha lekin mere father chate the ki mein IT lu......last moment tak kaafi confuse tha in dono branches ko lekar mein......aur counselling ka din aa gaya mere saath silly lover bhi gaya tha aur waha ek screen lagi raheti hai bahar jismein slot aur colleges ki seat dono ki information ati raheti hai.....dekhte hi dekhte saare ache colleges mein IT full ho gayi thi ab ya to without branch lekar kisi bade college mein admission lekar risk lo ya phir chupchap se IT pakad lo.

phir waha meri mulakat ek aur silly lover no.3 se hui wo bhi waha admission ke liye aya hua tha lekin kisne socha tha ki hum dono ek hi college mein admission lege.....

Phir kya tha mera slot aya aur mein apne father ke saath andar gaya aur waha pe mere pass sirf gwalior mein IT ke liye do options the ek NITM aur dosra NRIITM aur aapko sunkar hasi ayegi meine NITM sirf isliye nahi liya kyu ki uska naam Nagaji Institue of Technology and Management tha jo sunne mein bahut azeeb lagta tha aur NRI thoda decent naam tha.........isliye NRI le liye saala undino koi guide karne wala bhi nahi tha ki agar college acha nahi lo uske result bahut ghatak hote hai aage ye to baad mein samjh aya jab job ke liye papad belna pade.....

Ab le to liya college finally aur bahar nikla ab next day din silly lover ki bhi counselling thi aur usne bhi decide kiya ab to gwalior mein hi rahena hai aur same college lena hai...........is tarha bhopal jaake padhne ka sapna tot gaya.......

Next day ab mein silly lover ke saath gaya tha admission karwane MITS aur usne bhi phir NRI le liye ab hum dono to ek college mein ho gaye lekin hamara yaar sharma alag ho gaya usne SRIT le liya....par ye bahut khusi ki baat thi ki hum teeno finally same city mein rahene waale the atleast next 4yrs more......undono ka to nahi pata lekin mujhe undono ki bahut jarurat thi i need to learn alot of more things from these two studs.......:)

Last two years of school.......

class 11th aur 12th mein aake pata chala ki ab to bahut hardwork karna padega kyu ki sirf marks se kaam nahi chalega saath hi competitive exams ki preparation bhi karna padegi.....

Aisa lagta tha ki saala padai hi chod do aur kuch sports hi khel lo lekin saali middle class approach padna jaruri hai....baache ki jaan nikal jaati thi undinno kyu ki phele school aur phir tutions dimag ki watt lagi padi thi....

phir meine school jana kam kar diya aur chemistry ke chemical equations ko samjhna suru kiya aur physics ke newtons law aur maths ke trignometry are baap re baap ek dum se band baja baj gaya mera.....chalo koi nahi phir meine balance bana hi liya aur ye decide kiya ki competition ki preparation ghar pe hi karna hai koi extra tuts nahi lagani hai......phir kya tha undinno aptitute lagane ka chaska chada tha mujhe aur physics ke kaafi lagav ho gaya tha mera....

Meine un dinno discovery dekhna bahut suru kar diya tha mujhe physics bahut pasand aane lagi thi aur sirf wahi padta raheta tha mein.....ek design bhi ready kiya tha meine ek car ka model tha jo aapko sayad hasi aye lekin wo flying car ka model tha aur meine jiske liye Er. level ki books padna bhi start kar diya tha.....aur mere yaha jo newspaper waala tha usse physics ki weekly books bhi mangwaane laga tha numericals to mein haal laga diya karta tha.....

Jab kisi cheez mein interest aa jaye to aap kuch bhi haasil kar sakte ho mujhe bhi undinno physics mein itna maza ata tha ki numericals mein aapne haanth pe likhke solve kar diya kar deta tha dixit sir ki class mein isliye sabne mujhe scientist bulana suru kar diya tha......

undinno class 11th ko bhi board kar diya gaya ye sunte hi dimag ka dhahi ho gaya saala jaise taise 19th board diya ab ye natak aur par ek fayad bhi hua aisa hone se ki ab quaterly aur half yearly mein fail bhi ho gaye to koi farak nahi padta kyu ki final marksheet ka importance tha ab....

Half yearly exam mein  chemistry exam se phele meri tabiyat kharab ho gayi thi aisa meri life mein first time hua jab mein exam dene nahi ja paya......lekin 11th board ho jaane se bach bhi gaya...

Usdin meine ek baat to samjhi ki jab bhi koi badlaav hota hai chahe jo koi chota ho ya bada uske fayade aur nuksaan dono hote hai aur hum sabko jo bhi badlaav aye uska respect karna chaiye....ho sakta hai wo aapke liye acha ho....jaisa mere saath hua....change is the nature of life....

class 11th mein mujhe fir se saala ek ladki pasand aane lagi jo dixit sir ke yaha ati thi....dil bhi saala kamina hota hai ek par kabhi nahi rukta....lekin usse baat karne ki himmat nahi hui kabhi....

phir class 11th mein undinno ek circket tournament hua tha jismein humari team bhi utri thi lekin wo match meri life ka sabse bura match tha kyu ki hamari team mein koi wicket keeper nahi tha aur match science college mein hona tha ledger ball se aur meine wicket keeping ki us match mein lekin keeing bahut hi buri hui aur kaafi saare runs miss hue the usdin mere se....lekin us team mein ankit sharma bhi tha jo aajkal IPL khelta hai usne hamari taraf se kaafi acha knock bhi khela lekin baaki ke ladke acha perform nahi kar paye kyu ki meri team mein farzi londe jayada the aur jo team school mein select hui thi wo na hote hue ground pe aur londo ko khelaya gaya jisse sabka performance bigad gaya.....

wo inning mein not out raha 20rs bana kar lekin wo meri life ka sabse bura match tha....sabne mujhe hi blame kiya haar ke liye kyu ki meine kaafi runs diye as a keeper....aur jaisa ki aap sab jaante hai hamari country mein saala kisi ek ko target karne ka fashion hai sabko apni galtiya kabhi nahi dikhti......kaafi din tak mein bahut disturb raha tha jiski wajha se lekin undino mera support kiya koshlendra chauhan ne jo mein kabhi nahi bhool sakta....

Ye to rahi khel ki baat lekin ab dance ki baat karte hai.....gwalior mein har saal jo fair lagta hai usmein perform karne ka mauka milne ja raha tha aur teacher jo dance prepare karwa rahi thi wo meri fav aur my love thi isliye unhone mujhe aur silly lover ko bulaya gaya kyu ki hum dono ne hi last year acha perform kiya tha dance mein.....aur song tha "rara riri rara" bus ek hi song tha jispe perform karna tha aur phir kya tha preparations karne neeche yaha karte the bada maza ata tha kyu ki hamri class top floor pe thi....

Aur haan dosto hamari yaha almost saare ache teachers aa gaye the isliye chod do aanchal girls ka pura gang hamari branch mein aa gaya tha kyu ki unka 10th class tha isliye.....padav waali branch se wo saari girls yaha transfer ho gayi thi aur unmein mera love bhi tha......bada acha laga ek din subha subha jab mein apne yaaro ke saath school pahucha to wo saamne khadi hui thi.....bus dil kiya usko hi dekhta rahu.....ek sapna sa lag raha tha meine to socha tha ki ab wo kabhi nahi milegi....

Life bhi kaise kaise turning points bana deti hai ab jo dil kabhi uski baaremein sochna bhool gaya tha phir se saala ushi track pe aa gaya......haan to phir gwalior fair mein perform karne ka chance milla ur second no pe laga hua tha........lekin dance ki jo humne practice ki thi wo pure song pe nahi ki thi kyu ki song kaafi bada hai aur hum logo ko usko short karna tha becoz of time lekin real time pe jo song ki caste play ki na jaane kisne wo to pura song nikla ab jaha tak practice ki thi wo kiya phir uske baad to sab ek dosre ko dekh ke kuch bhi repeated steps kar rahe the........aur saamne ek gwalior ka koi bada banda baitha tha jo chief guest bhi tha sardar ji the koi wo bhi hasne lage hum sabki nautankiya dekhke............bada hi acha aur funny din tha wo aur aisa nahi hai ki ye jo incidents hote hai hamari life mein wo sirf funny hote hai ji nahi wo hum sabko bahut saari aur cheeze bhi sikhate hai....

jaise ke meine usdin sikha ki kaise jab hum aane waale surprises ke liye prepare na ho to unko kaise face kare aur chahe situation kaisi bhi wo aur platform kitna bada kyu na ho lekin hum apna confidence level kabhi bhi na khoye......kyu ki agar confidence ki dewaar mazboot hai to life ke kisi bhi aane waale surprises ko face kiya jaa sakta hai...

school mein kisi ne sahi kaha hai hum sabka nirmaan hota hai har tarha ki conditions ke liye....

phir kya tha class 11th ke board ke exams aye lekin abki bar mujhe apne dost ko physics bhi padana tha jiske quaterly mein PCM mein 2,5,3 marks aye the..........hahahahahah......ye wahi ladka tha jiske class 10th mein 80 plus percentage the samye ki maar thi uspe.....lagi dali thi uski phir kya tha meine usko bhi padaya aur khud bhi pada.....lekin hamare exam paper mein se ek paer out ho gaya tha jiski wajha se exam phir se hua......

hamari country mein kuch bhi ho sakta hai batao exam paper tak out ho jaate hai wo bhi board ke.....matlab jo beechara mahenat kare wo rahe jaye.........jai ho hamare education system ki.......

hum sabki life mein kaafi saare teachers aate hai aur chale jaate hai lekin kuch hote hai jinko aap kabhi nahi bhool sakte unmein se ek the Rathore sir jo sirf chemistry ke teacher ki nahi balki ek ache mentor bhi the  aur hum sabko har tarha ki baat pe advice dete rahete the.....

phir kya tha class 11th to maze maze mein nikal di lekin ab thi asli pariksha kyu ki 12th class aa gayi thi aur saath hi mein tha ache college mein admission lene ka presure.....

class 12th ki starting mein sabse phele mein maths ke 2 tutor lagaye ek to sanjay pahariya sir jo competitive exams ko prepare karwate aur ek sharma sir jo syllabus ko cover up karwaya karte the aur baaki chemistry aur physics to apna wahi tha.....phir jaisa ki aapko bata chuka hu mere pass scoty es hua karti thi to mein aur silly lover ushi se padav jaya karte the sanjay sir ke yaha aur har ek londe ki ek tendency thi ki agar hum gaadi ko tez chalege kisi ladki ke saamne to uspe acha impression girega aisa hi haal hamare silly lover ka bhi tha bhai sahab ko bhi pyar ho gaya the khudi se aur uske saamne azeeb aur gareeb istant karne ki bimaari thi unki jiski wajha se meri scooty ke pran nikal jaate the......... :(

Lekin undinno ek mazedar kissa hua tha ki ek ladki aur thi jo silly lover ko pasand karti thi aur bhai sahab dosri ko.......ek pyar ka locha undinno physics ki equation se hota hua chemistry ke experiment se hota hua ja raha tha aur dono ek saath ek hi gaadi pe aya karti thi tution to hum sab undono ko sautan bulaya karte the..........hehehehe........wo din bhi kya din the.........

phir kya tha rathore sir chemistry teacher ki jagha ab baba rathore kahe jaane lage wo hum sabko kaafi gyan diya karte the pyar vyaar se bachne ka........lekin dil to bacha hai ji sunne wala kaha tha wo mujhe silly lover ko aur saurabh ko jis cheez ki mana karte the hum teeno almost wahi karte the aur scooty pe ab hum do se teen ho gaye the ghar waalo se chupkar mein scooty pe ab undono ke saath yaha waha ghoomne jaya karta tha ab shaam ko pakka tha ki kahi na kahi ghoomne jana hai......

Mere ghar pe ek new room banwaya tha mere father ne meri study ke liye to fir meine aapni saari books aur apna ek lucky night lamp waha chote se store room mein shift kar liya.......aur hum teeno phir group study bhi karne lage the undinno specially maths lagaya karte the aur undino mujhe sirf chowmein banana ata tha to hum teeno ko jab bhi raat mein bhook lagti thi tab mein ghar pe hi apni dish ready karta tha........aur phir subha ke almost 4 baje tak padne ke baad wo dono apne apne ghar chale jaate the aur phir hum teeno jab sab uthne waale hua karte the tab gnyt hua karti thi.......wo first time tha jab meine group study start kari thi......undino puri raat sweety supari chala karti thi......

mujhe gussa jayada aya karti thi isliye meine first time koi nag pahena tha waise mein nahi maanta tha lekin mere father ne mujhe moti pahenwaya tha jisse mein thoda shaant raha karu......circket bhi kaafi band kar diya tha meine mujhe undino merit list mein aane ka bahut chaska tha......kyu ki mein suru se hi headlines mein rahene ka bada saukeen raha hu yahi reason hai ki aaj sayad mein ye story likh raha hu...........meine rathore sir ki tutn chod di aur unke bagal mein ek mam thi yaha laga li ek din gaya uske baad sir mere ghar pe aye aur samjhaya ki agar tujhe sahi mein merit mein ana hai to bharosa rakhna sikh mujhpe nahi apne aap pe bar bar tutns badalne se kuch nahi hota.........

wo baat jaise mere dimag ke saare taar hila gayi unki.......wo raat pura din mein sochta raha aur phir decide kiya ki nahi mein rathore sir ke yaha hi continue karuga aur books reading bhi karuga kewal tutn ke bharose nahi rahena hai agar kuch ache marks laane hai to aur bus mahenat karta aur har guruwar ko apne sai baba ke mandir chalaya jaya karta tempoo mein akele baith kar.......

Undino gwalior mein ye tempoo chala karte the jinko hum sab kauwe kaha karte the.....undinno hamre school mein ek mota sa funny character aya tha jo elephant baby tha bilkul na jaane usko dekh ke hi mujhe hasi aa jaati thi aur phir wo mujhe gaaliya diya karta tha lekin mujhe uske expressions dekh ke bahut maza ata tha........aur mein jaanke usko gussa dilaya karta tha.........

Ladki baazi bhi almost band kardi thi meine socha tha ki ache college mein jaake mast londiya pataoga.....ek mazedar kissa hua tha jab class 12th mein hum logo ne perform nahi kiya tha annual function mein to hum sab bus maze lene school gaye the aur wo function night mein tha to bhai sahab koshlendra se bat lag gayi ki tu meri chod do anchal girl ka pata karke bata de kyu ki usko chod ke almost baaki saari uske group ki girls abhi bhi school mein thi lekin usne class 10th ke baad school change kar liya tha....to phir kya mein,sillylover aur koshlendra bhai jaane lage aur uski dost ka naam to pata nahi tha to kosh ne ek usko awaaz di are sunno aur usne nahi sunna to ek dum se us ladki ke kandhe pe haanth rakh diya ye dekh kar mein aur silly lover ek dum se rasta badal gaye apna humko laga aaj to pakka maar padegi..........aur phir uski dost ne kaha haan bolo kya hua to bhai kosh na jaane kya khake aya tha usdin usne bindass poch liya ki DC kaha hai aajkal aur uska koi contact hai kya mere dost ko chaiye......mein jaise taise apna muh chupa raha tha aur uske kaha mein aise aapko nahi bata sakti usse bina poche..........aur chali gayi.......

baad mein jab mein apni cycle nikalne gaya waha pe ye saari girls khadi hui thi aur wo mujhe aise dekh rahi thi jaise meine kisi ka balatkaar kar diya ho.......mein apni nazre chura raha tha aur wo sab mujhe ghoore ja rahi thi......phir kya baba ka naam le ke hum teeno waha se bhaag liye.........hehehehe....

phir kya tha wo aakhri din tha jab meine apne school mein aisa danger kaam kiya tha ab exam pass aa gaye the aur tuts mein ab test series start ho gayi thi aur hum sab usmein acha perform karne mein lag gaye the lekin hum teeno un dino test deke seedhe gwalior fair nikal jaate the tab suna karte the ki fair mein bheed mein ladkiyo ke boobs daba dete hai londe aur koi pakad bhi nahi pata.....to mujhe bhi undino aise kuch karne ka dil kiya karta tha kosis karta tha fair mein jaanke ladki se takraane ki usko touch karne ki unke hips pe haanth maarne ki bada maza ata tha undino aisi harkate karke.....

ek taraf sex parvaan chad raha tha aur raat ko haseen haseen khawab ate the wahi dosri taraf saala 12th ke board exam mein phir apna focus badane ke liye thodi puja paat suru kardi nahi to mere board mein pakka wicket udjata.......

God ki prayer karne se sach mein kaafi positive thought aane lage aur mein study ki taraf kaafi focus ho gaya phir meine exams se phele hi saara revision kar liya aur exam dene hum teeno apni gaddi se jaya karte aur raste mein khoob masti kiya karte the aur har bar ki tarha abki bar bhi ek govt school mein exam center pada lekin sukr tha ki kam se kam yaha pe baithne ke liye benches to thi....

phir kya phele exam to acha raha lekin saala chemistry ka paper jab haanth mein aya to tote ud gaye sabke kya khatarnaam paper banaya tha mujhe to exam hall mein laga ki aaj to fail hua mein lekin sabne kaha tha ki board exam mein copy jarur bhar ana....to jaise taise meine copy bhar di aur bus yahi calculation laga raha tha likhte waqt ki agar ismein 30 marks bhi aye to grace ki jugad ho jayegi aur un dino kaha jata tha ki board mein ek exam jarur tough ata hai to mein bus itna soch raha tha likhte waqt ki yahi wo tough paper hai baaki easy hoge.......dil ko tasalli de raha tha aur na jaane kya bakwas likhe ja raha tha mujhe bhi nahi pata........usdin ladkiya to roone lagi exam paper dekh ke....

phir kya jaise taise baaki ke exams thk thak aye undino mein kabhi cheating nahi karta tha kyu ki mujhe lagta tha ki kahi pakad na jao lekin mein karwata sabko tha ek londa tha jisko meine physics ka paper dikhaya tha aaj canada mein hai sala aur ek londiya jo principal ki relative thi saali ko maths ka paper pura dikhaya even ek do questions pure solve karke bhi diye kyu ki set alag alag aate the lekin saali itni selfish nikli ki kya batao usdin samjh aa gaya tha bhai ladkiyo ka matlab nikal jata hai phir tum mein laat marke nikal jaati hai kisi aur se apna matlab nikalwaane.......

chalo koi nahi kisi ne sahi kaha hai ladki aur bus ke peeche kabhi nahi bhaagna chaiye lekin dil to bada masum hota hai maanta hi nahi hai......aisa hi kuch mere dost ke saath ho raha tha pankaj ko undinno ek ladki pasand aa gayi thi aur usne socha bhi tha ki last exam waale din wo baat karega usse lekin aisa ho nahi paya aur saara credit hum sabko jata hai..........hahahaha........actually hua kya tha exam khatam ho gaya to mein aur silly lover bahar nikal ke sabse milne lage utne mein humko pankaj dikh gaya jo chup chap kone mein intzaar kar raha tha us ladki ke nikalne ka taaki uska ghar dekh sake kyu ki undinno mobile phones to itne chalte nahi the ki har kisi ke pass ho aur na hi ab school mein mil sakte the isliye wo jugad mein khada tha lekin humko kya pata tha hum uske pass gaye aur masti karne lage aur undinno exam khatam hote hi har koi apne future planning ke liye kahi na kahi jaake discussion karne ki soch raha tha aur saath mein masti bhi to humne jabardasti pankaj ko pakad ke uske ghar jo pass hi mein tha waha le gaye..........aur tab kya dosto ko ladke batate bhi nahi the ki wo kaha line maar rahe hai aur uska nuksaan jhelna pad gaya pankaj babu ko kyu ki wo ladki bhi gayab ho gayi hamesha ke liye aur future ko kisko padi thi uswaqt..........phir kuch saal ke baad jab mein aur pankaj saath mein beer peene baithe tab usne mujhe ye sab bataya ki wo usdin ladki se milne ka wait kar raha tha aur mein apne gang ke saath uske pass pahuch gaya.........wo aaj bhi hum dono ko gaaliya deta hai usdin ke liye kyu ki jab tak facebook pe wo usko milli tab tak uski shaadi ho chuki thi........hehehehe......

waise undino jab social networking itni boom mein nahi thi tab bada muskil ho jata tha kisi ko search karna wo din bhi kya din the humne apne school se college tak kaafi saare changes dekh liye phir wo chahe jagha ka development ho ya phir technology ka..........hum aisi generation ke londe hai jisne telephone ke trunk call se pager or mobile phone hi nahi television or social networking ki boom bhi dekhi.......

sab kuch hamare saamne hi hota ja raha tha aur life badi teezi se badalti ja rahi thi ab color television mein tata sky aa chuka tha physical sports ki jagha ab saara khel orkut pe chat ka rahe gaya tha aur life cosy to ho rahi thi lekin hum sab physically ill hote rahe the........

class 12th ke exam over ho chuke the aur ab bahut pressure tha ki Entrance exam nikalna hai aisa lag hi nahi raha tha undino ki abhi board exam over hue hai saara focus ab college mein admission lene pe tha......

undinno mein apne aapko bahut hi peeche mahesus kar raha tha kyu ki meri competitive exams ki koi special coaching nahi hui thi aur baaki sab koi Kota ja ke preparation karke aya tha to kisi ne specially IIT ki tuts lagai hui thi....ek cheez mujhe bahut azeeb lagti thi sabke parents apne bacho se itne expectations rakhte hai ki kabhi kabhi bahut azeeb si feelings aati hai aur ek azeeb si race mein lag jaate hai beechare hum sab koi jaruri nahi hai ki sabko Er banna hi ho......har koi unique hota hai aur uska area of interest alag bhi ho sakta hai....

Memorable class 10th.....

Class 10th mein kuch aisa hua jisko mein kabhi nahi bhool sakta ek sapne ki tarha lagti hai ye class mujhe jismein meine 1 saal ke andar kaafi kuch changes face kiye apni life mein.....

Session start hua aur undinno hamari class teacher ritu mam hua karti thi aur class mein ek se badke ek badke londe the jisse class ka mahol kaafi mazedar raheta tha.....un dinno ek new teacher ne bhi join kiya tha history padane ke liye jinka naan Girish sir tha......wo bade hi interesting character the aur class 10th science mein reproduction chapter hua karta tha to saare londe bus intzaar mein rahete the ki kab wo chapter padaya jaye.........heheheehe....

Phir kya the session start ho gaya tha kuch dinno ki studies ke baad school mein ek dance competition hua ab dance karne mein mujhe bhi maza ata tha jaisa ki meine bataya mein hamesha grp dance karta tha jaisa ki menie class 8th mein bhi kiya tha....ab baari ayi ki partners kon kon lu mein aur silly lover 1 ne decide kiya ki hum dono to participate karege lekin phr meine socha ki agar group dance karna hai to 2 se jayada acha rahega ki 3 ladke ho to proper group ban payega.....aur phir hum dono ne hunt kiya ki class mein acha dancer kon hai kyu ki pura dance mein hi set karne wala tha isliye mujhe aisa ladka chaiye tha jo meri choreography mein help kar sake isliye phir finally meine vikrant ko kaha ki wo hamare saath dance kare lekin udyaan bhi dance karne ko ready tha.....mera suru se raha hai mein kabhi kisi ka dil nahi dukhata meine usko bola ki apan 4 ladko mein se jo acha dance karega wo stage pe perform karega.....

mein aur silly lover 1 ek hi bus se jaate the to hum dono bus mein kaafi discussion karte......ek din meine usko bola ki apan national convent mein first time fusion dance karege jo aaj tak nahi hua hai apne schoo mein......meine tansen nagar ke colony group ke saath aise hi kuch fusion gaano pe dance kiya tha bal bhavan mein.....isliye mein socha kyu na aisa hi kuch school mein kiya jaye.....aur phir hum dono ne ye idea vikrant aur udyaan ko bhi bataya and they agree with this idea.....ab un dinno dhoom movie ayi thi to ye baat to pakki hui ki last song dhoom ka daalege.....ab phr baaki ke songs pe discussion hua to jaha tak mujhe yaad hai 3 songs the jinhe final kiya tha:-

(1)koi kahe kaheta rahe(Dil chata hai)
(2)Meri nind ud gayi hai
(3)Dhoom titile track

Phir preparation karne mein lag gaye dance steps ki aur humne last song dhoom ke liye last moment pe class ki 4 ladkiyo se baat ki thi last moment entry ke liye aur wo ready ho gayi thi phr unke saath bhi kuch steps final kiye.....lekin ek step the jo meine banaya tha dil chata hai songs ke liye.........song mein ek line aati hai ki "hum logo ki thokar mein ye zamana" waha daala tha ye step jo itna famous ho gaya tha ki school ka har ek ladka yahi step karta nazar ata tha.....

Phir final day aya meine new jeans liya tha aaj bhi yaad hai mujhe 400rs ka aur ek new shirt bhi li thi 300rs ki just for dance......lekin final day jab hum dance stage pe jaane waale the tab ek bahut bada decission lena pada jo mein nahi chata tha lekin kya karta majority wins.....udyaan ka dance acha nahi tha to humko usko mana karna tha last min kyu ki ritu mam ne practice ke waqt dance dekha aur unhone kaha ki tumhara dance bigad jayega agar udyaan perform karega lekin meine kaha ki mam chalega kya fark padta hai.....sach kahu mujhe bahut bura lag raha tha ki udayaan ready hoke aya hai dance ke liye lekin mein usko le ja nahi paya stage tak.....chalo itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi hum teeno ka turn aane hi wala tha....

Aur name announce hue----finally stage and music begins ................everyone surprised ki ye songs ko combine kiya i mean fusion kiya....aur phir claps claps & claps.....

wo din the jab meine apni life mein sikha ki hum sabko agar apni pahechaan banani hai to kuch na kuch alag karna hi hoga aur wo bhi apne upar pura bharosa karke usko implement karna hoga kyu ki hamari country mein logo ko changes adapt karne mein bada time lagta hai.....

Lekin bhi dance khat m thodi na hua tha meri sweetheart ka group dance baaki tha aur phir dance suru hua kya mast kiya tha hamari juniors ne aur unke dance ki khaas baat ye thi ki wo saari ladkiya thi aur gaana tha chod do aanchal jamana kya kahega.....seriously lovely dance waise kya mein kam pareshaan tha ye dance dekhke ab to dil aur jhooro se dhadke laga ab to pakka yakeen ho gaya mujhe ki......love hua meine na jaana ye kab hua par love hua.....ab mein dance competition haaru ya jeetu mujhe fark nahi padne wala tha aur unka group jeet gaya......aur hum haar gaye.......

ek baat to us din samjh aa gayi thi ki kisi ka dil dukhake aap kabhi life mein jeet nahi sakte kyu ki hum teeno ki wajha se udyaan ka dil dukhata mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai uski aankhen jab humko usko mana karna pada tha last moment pe.....

us raat mujhe ek dream aya ki mein aur dc ek couple dance kar rahe hai....dance karte karte meine usko apne dil ki baat bol di mera matlb hai meine usko I luv u bola......lekin phr subha ho gayi aur meri nini khul gayi.....

sapno ki duniya bhi kaamal ki hoti hai hum jisse jo bhi chahe dil kholke bol sakte hai.....par abhi to class start hui thi abhi to na jaane kya kya hona baaki tha......

Undinno hum sabne ek apni circket team bhi banai thi aur hum sab apne juniors ke saath matches khelte the sunday's ko...lekin hamari team bahut hi jaldi nipat jaati thi specially batting mein....juniors ke 2 sections the jinmein se ek team to hamesha humko buri tarha harati thi.....aur generally jab bhi hamara unse match hota tha to batting ko lekar koi nahi ladta tha kyu ki sab jaante the ki batting sabki aani hai.....hahahahaha....

Ek match mein kabhi nahi bhoolta hum logo ne padav ke community hall mein match rakha ramakaant ki team ke saath phele bowling karne ka decision liya hamare captain vikrant ne aur vikrant ne apni fast bowling se aur meine apni spin se kaafi slow kiya unke batsman ki run machine ko lekin phir bhi over ke match mein unhone kaafi acha score kiya....

aur phir innings khatam hui aur udyaan bhai ko bhook lagi to wo mujhe lekar padav ke jo famous poha center hai waha gaya.....aur hum dono araam se kha rahe the hum thodi na pata ki match ka ye haal hone wala hai....aur jab hum dono pahuche dekha to almost sab out ho chuke the....phir kya hum dono bhi nipat gaye jaate hi aur hamari saari team 18 runs pe ludak gayi.....aur undinno ek nara bahut chalta tha "patiya waale baba ki jai"..........hahahahaha......

Undinno ek exam ko lekar humara saara group bahut zoro se preparation karne mein laga hua tha....exam ka naam tha "NTSE(National Talent Search Exam)"...........ye scholarship exam hota hai jismein jo students acha perform karte hai unko Govt. of India ki taraf se scholarship milti hai....phir kya sabne form bhar diye aur exam center pada ek old fashioned govt. school of Gwalior jaha teachers bhi subhan alla the.....meine jo photograph lagai thi wo waha ek teacher ko meri nahi lag rahi thi aur phir suru hua drama jo mujhe police station tak le gaya hota.....

Sabka verification chal raha tha aur usmein jo banda ya bandi exam dene aya tha uska face photograph se match kiya ja raha tha....aur na jaane waha jo angry old man tha jiski examination haal mein duty lagi thi mujhse bolne laga ki ye teri photo nahi hai aur tu farzii aya hai exam dene....meine kaha aisa nahi hai sir yaha mere kaafi classmates aap unse pochlo mein National Convent se hu....kahene laga mujhe ullu mat bana meine tere jaise bahut dekhe hai.....tujhe police station le chalta hu....meine kaha are sir photograph mein aapko samjh nahi aa raha hai lekin ye photo meri hi hai....wo mere dimag ka daahi karne mein laga hua tha aur exam ke 20 mins waste ho chuke the.....meine usko phir chillaya tere ko jo karna hai kar mein exam de raha hu jo verify karna hai kar lekin mera time waste mat kar.....uske baad wo kuch nahi bhola.....

                                                     

Usdin ek baat to samajh aa gayi ki aapko apni zindagi mein apni ladai khud ladni padti hai.....kyu ki jab wo mujhe pareshaan kar raha tha tab mere room mein mere 3 ache dost baithe the just mere aage peeche lekin kisi ne ek bar bhi mera support nahi kiya......hamari life mein kuch na kuch aise chote chote lesson aate hai jab humko kaafi kuch sikhne ko milta hai jaisa ki meine sikha exam center mein ki aajkal koi kisi ko nahi support karta....matlab ki duniya hai aur aapko apne aap ko strong banana padega tabhi aap kuch achieve kar sakte ho.....

Jaisa ki hum sabne class 8th mein padha tha "darwin theory"......only the powerful one will survive in this world.......

                                               

chalo phir kya exam to ho gaya....aur phr jan 2005 aya jab hamare school mein first time itne bade level pe koi event perform hone wala tha.....aur phir kya tha dance performance ho aur mein peeche rahe jao phir undinno mein ek aur ladke ke contact mein aaya jiska naam saurabh sharma tha jo hamari bus mein aya karta tha phir baat hone lagi thi formal type.....lekin ye jo event ho raha tha ismein morning aur noon shift ka combine performance bhi allowed tha aur undinno dance mein saurabh sharma ka dance bhi acha mana jata tha to phr ritu mam ne team prepare ki lekin mujhe meri height ki wajha se phele out kar diya gaya.....phr meine bhi ek game khela mam se kaha ki aap mujhe dance steps ready karne do to meine mam se songs ki cassette le li aur kaha ki mein ghar se steps sochke aaoga....

phir kya tha meine thode steps prepare kiye aur finally mam ke haanth pair jodke entry mil hi gayi dance group mein....ab group mein mein,udayan,vikrant,silly lover aur saurabh sharma the.......

wo time bhi bahut mast tha ek taraf ache marks laane ka tension kyu ki board exams the aur dosri taraf event mein perform karne ka josh aur tisri taraf to aap bhool hi gaye mere dost meri DC jisne bhi group dance mein participate kiya tha.....

Aisa first time ho raha tha ki yaha koi first-second nahi ayega sirf ek movie clip ki tarha dance perform hote jayega aur end mein vande matarm song play hoga jis mein mujhe aur saurabh sharma ko flag host karne ko milla.....

Ye event GRMC auditorium mein hone waala tha jisko lekar hum sab kaafi excited the aur kaafi saare log aane waale the dance dekhne jismein hum sabke parents bhi invited the to kaafi nervous the sab....

Sabse phele jo hamara songs act tha uski starting hum 5 ladko ko karna thi aur song tha "Rind Posh Maal(Mission Kashmir movie)".........aur hum sabki dress kuch azeeb tarha ki thi jaise koi commando ki dress hoti hai.....

Undinno mere pass schooty ES hua karti thi jisse mein aur silly lover jaya kabhi kabhi school jaya karte the.....

undinno saala agar koi apne vechile se ata tha to uska kaafi role hota tha......hehehehe....ya kaho ki wo azaad hota tha na usko auto ka wait karna padta tha aur na hi bus ka...... :)

                                                               

Lekin meine aur silly lover ne gaadi ko bhaga bhaga ke uski halat kharab kardi thi...........aur phir kya
tha finally wo din aa gaya jiska hum sabko kaafi time se intzaar GRMC mein perform karne ka din...usdin humare teachers ne kaha tha ki hum sabko subha se hi waha pahuchna hai kyu ki program evening mein start hona tha isliye final stage pe ek bar practice ho jayegi......

Phir kya tha exact date to mujhe yaad nahi hai lekin jan end tha sayad......aur hum dono apna ready hoke meri scooty es se nikal gaye waha jaake dekha to auditorium to bahut mast tha.....phir back stage pe gaye to waha ek room tha yaha girls ready ho rahi thi aur phr kya tha mein to apni DC ko taadne mein lag gaya bahut hi mast lag rahi thi....undinno ek varsha mam thi jinhone hum sabko ready karwaya perform karne ke liye.....itne saare performance hone the ki sabko thoda time hi milna tha practice karne ka....aur phir hamara no. aya....mein aur silly lover sabse aage khade the dance mein actually humne ek V shape banaya tha kyu ki hum 5 boys the aur phir first row mein neeche tiranga aur vice principal baithi hui thi hamari.....mein to tirange ko dekh ke phele bahut dar gaya lekin jab mein last rows ki taraf dekha to DC ka pura gang baitha tha usko dekhke phir thoda sukuun milla aur music play hua.....dance start hua aur neeche se tiranga chillaya ki tum thoda left lo lekin saala wo kisse bol raha tha samjh nahi aa raha tha achanak wo neeche se utha aur stage pe chadaya...aur mujhe laga ab koi na koi murga bana...... :)..........lekin usne mujhe aake left khiska diya....uske baad mein angad ki tarha apne pair jamaye khada raha kyu ki mujhe pata tha agar abki bar galti hui to pakka maar khaoga mein.....

Lekin phir dance start hua aur chaaro taraf sirf claps ki awaaz thi bada acha lag raha tha ki saamne baithi bheed ka hissa na hote hue stage pe perform kar raha tha aur phir last song vande matarm tha jismein mujhe aur saurabh ko flag le kar chalna tha sach batao mein jab apni country ka flag haanth  mein liye chal raha tha tab mujhe bada proud feel ho raha tha..........itna shor tha lekin mein sirf apne flag ko dekh raha tha aur silence + emotional feel kar raha tha......usdin mujhe samjh aya ki harare dekh ke liye kyu itne saare dil se mahenat karte hai taaki hamari country ko developing se developed bana paye ek azeeb sa nasha hota hai dekh bhakti mein jo mein usdin mahesus kar raha tha.....

Dekha jaye to our country is having diversity in food,languages,dresses,colours and religion but still our flag will re-unite every citizen of our country........from that day I feel proud to be an Indian........

aapko pick dekh ke samjh aa gaya hoga ki mission kashmir ka hritik bana diya gaya tha hum sabko....hehehehe.....

phir program khatam ho gaya aur mein aur silly lover apni mast scooty pe ghar ke liye nikalne lage lekin meri aankhen bus ushi ko dekhna chati thi aur aakhir aane se phele mujhe uska deedar ho hi gaya.....chalo ab kya tha ghar ki taraf ravana hum dono yaar.......

phir kya tha sab pre board ki preparation mein lag gaye aur phir exams schools mein aur sabko apne galtiyo ka pata chala ek baat bahut achi thi ki hamare school mein mam khud hokar samjha rahi thi result waale din ki hum sabne kaha kaha galtiya hai taaki hum wo final board exam mein na kare......

Undinno mere pass ek walk man hua karta tha jismein mein sirf Dev Anand sahab ke gaane sunna karta tha wo bhi maths ke questions solve karte waqt jisse mein late night tak jaag saku aur revision proper ho jaye mera.......to mein mere ghar ke bahar jo garden hai waha raat ko table daal leta tha aur questions lagana start kar deta tha.........gaane jaise gaata rahe mera dil.......ye dil hota na beechara.....

Dev sahab ka mein suru se bahut bada fan raha hu........mujhe unka sabse acha gaana.........mein zindagi ka saath nibhata chala gaya laga hai.........jo mujhe jab bhi mein pareshaani mein raheta hu ya nervous hota hu hamesha ye gaane ke words mujhe motivate karte aye hai......

phir aya board exam ka first day aur hamare center maharaj bada mein pada tha lekin jab waha pahuche hum dono mein aur silly lover tab jo dekha to dimag kharab ho gaya waha pe benches hi nahi thi matlab hum sab convent school se the lekin jaha pe furniture hota hai aur final exam mein humko jameen pe baith ke likhna tha.......seriously mujhe bahut gussa aa raha tha hamare country ke leaders badi badi baatein karte hai aur govt schools ki aisi halat dekh kar bada gussa aa raha tha.....

Likhne mein halat kharab hone waali thi exam papers ye to samjh aa raha tha.....phir kya tha apan ne jugad technology ka use kiya aur bathroom pata le kar aa gaye apan kam se kam kuch to base ban jayega....kyu ki jaisa ki aap sab jaante hai ki meri speed suru se subhan alla rahi hai chalo ab jo bhi India mein sab chalta hai ye soch kar exam ka shiri ganesh kiya........:)

phir kya tha saare exam ek ek karke hote ja rahe the aur aate waqt hum dono tampoo se aate the lekin saala silly lover bahut bada kanjoos tha mein har bar 10rs ka note deta tha aur wo saala hamesha 2 rs mein nipat jata tha mujhe samjh aata tha aur mein usko bol bhi sakta tha lekin mein ye soch ke ruk jata tha ki galati uski nahi hai hamari country mein har ek caste ke apni alag pahechaan hoti hai aur wo uski thi ab wo sudhar nahi sakta tha.......mein bhi hum to thakur the ab bhalayi zageer bik gayi lekin mizaaz mein koi farak nahi aya...........hahahahaha.....

aur phir exam ka last day aa gaya sab ek dosre se discuss mein lage hue the after exam ki ab kya karna hai.......aur har koi jaanne koi bechain tha ki dosra banda konsa subject choose karega.......jaisa ki aap sab jaante hai hamari country mein bhed chaal bahut hai.........

chalo phir kya tha exam over aur masti suru.......thode din tak circket khelna aur phir ek competition ki tutions ki bahut hod hua karti thi un dino......sabko laxmibai colony jaane ka bahut chaska tha aur aisa maana jata tha ki jo waha pe tutions lega wahi asal mein preparation kar raha hai exams ki.......:)

phir chahe saala yaha kuch samjh na aye kyu ki waha pe bahut crowd ata tha.....chalo koi nahi lekin mein suru se alag sochta tha mein bhed chaal ka hisaa nahi banna chata tha isliye meine abhi koi bhi tutions nahi lagai bus mein to sirf novels reading mein laga raheta tha........aur result ka wait karta aur saath hi saath colony mein jo matches hua karte the unmein khela karta tha........phir kya result aya aur hum sab dost ek jagha vikrant ke ghar pe mille aur phir school gaye apne teachers se milne.....mere 76% aye the aur meri vice principal se hum teeno ke marks poche the mein,koshlendra aur silly lover.......

wo moment bahut special tha mere liye kyu ki ye wahi vice principal thi jinse meri mother ne request ki thi ki wo mujhe exams mein baithne de kyu ki undino financial issues the family mein kaafi aur meri fees nahi bhar paye the mere parents........acha lag raha tha kyu ki ache marks aye the aur mam ne bhi appreciate kiya tha....

Hum sab ki life mein aisa movement ata hai hum jab kisi ke trust pe khara uthar te hai aur wo log bahut lucky hote hai jinpe koi trust karta hai kyu ki aise bahut log hai jo aaj bhi kisi ke trust ko jeetne ki kosis mein saari umar nikal dete hai.....

Phir kya tha hamara school phele sirf 10th class tak ka tha lekin ab wo sai baba ke mandir ke saamne national convent ki new branch open hui jo 12th tak thi....lekin uska naam "Blossom Convent" ho gaya tha........phir kya tha baaki sabne to school chod diya tha ab sirf mein,koshlendra aur silly lover bache the....mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai jab hum teeno apne class 11th ke subject lene cycle pe gaye the aur raste bhar kaafi discussion kiya thaki kya karna hai.......mein usdin thoda cycle peeche karke sochne laga ki aaj jo subject mein lene ja raha hu wo meri aage aane waali life ko decide karega mein usdin thoda confuse tha kyu ki maths aur biology(science) dono mein ek saa hi tha to koi bhi leta koi fark nahi padta lekin mere father chate the ki mein doc banu lekin doc banne ke bus itna pata tha mujhe ki bahut time dena padta hai aur maths leke aap Er banke jaldi job kar sakte ho aur meri family ki condition achi nahi thi isliye phir kya tha raste mein cycle pe aise meine apna subject decide kiya...aur phir school pahuch ke mein paper pe sai baba ka naam le kar meine maths bhar diya phir kya tha wo din jo decide kiya uska result aaj milla mein ab ek software engineer hu aur IT company mein job karta hu.......

phir kya tha ek noew journey ki suruwaat hui usdin aur phir ghar aake apne father ko bataya ki meine maths liya wo thoda khush nahi the mere se kyu ki meine unka dil tod diya tha lekin mein hamesha se kisi individual ke baaremein kabhi nahi sochta mein hamesha sabke profit loss ke baaremein sochta hu aur usdin bhi meine wahi kiya kyu ki mere father ka department band hone wala tha kabhi bhi unko vrs lena pad sakta tha aur doc banne ke liye paise chaiye hote wo kaha se aate.....isliye mein apne dil mein happy tha apne decision se....hamari country mein middle class family hamesha pis jaati hai......

phir kya tha meine apni tutions start karti aur mere sabse phele teacher the rathore sir jo chemistry padate the aur phir ab physics/maths ke tutor ki searching chaalo kardi thi meine....undinno aisa hua karta tha ki teachers ke yaha aap 1-2 din padke dekh sakte ho ek dum fees nahi dena padti hai...

phir aise meine kaafi saare teacher ke yaha demo classes li aur phir ek dixit ji karke sir hua karte the jo RKVM mein bhi padaya karte the unke yaha physics ki tution aur maths ki tution ko lekar bahut pareshaan hua jaise taise karke ek farzi teacher milla bahut ki bada pakao tha itna slow aadmi meine apni life mein kabhi nahi dekha pata nahi uski biwi ka kya hota hoga..........hehehehe.......

@Thatipur Life....

classs 9th start ho chuki thi aur mid class mein mujhe ghar shift karna pada abhi tak kabhi aisi jagha nahi raha tha bada hi azeeb sa feel ho raha tha usdin.......ek Govt.quarter jaisa ki sunna tha mere ghar mein kaafi saare plants the jaisi wajha se kaafi fresh feel ho raha tha aur kaafi acha garden bhi tha.....jagha bilkul nayi thi koi nahi jaanta tha yaha mujhe aur mere ghar ke just saamne se walk karne ka rasta tha jo darpan colony se aane waalo ke liye shortcut tha mayur market tak jaane ke liye.....phir kya tha ghar ke just saamne se mast mast apsaraye nikalti raheti thi.....meine kabhi apne school ki bus mein travel nahi kiya tha lekin mujhe school bus lagwani padi.....ab to cycle ride ke wo school jaane ke azad din khatam ho gaye the.....roz subha school bus ke liye ready ho jao aur ghar ke saamne waali bus stop ke khade raho ullu se....lekin mera sabse phela silly lover bhi mere ghar ke pass hi raheta tha aur hum dono ki bus bhi same thi.....jisse mein atleast bus mein bore to nahi hota tha....hum dono kaafi ache dost the aur phir evening mein wo mere ghar ajaya karta tha aur dono apni apni cycle pe nikal jate the azad parindo ki tarha apni udaan ke liye.....

Mera aur silly lover ka section class 9th start hone se phele hi alag ho gaya tha aur reason ye tha ki jo students apne convence jaise ki cycle ya paidal aate hai unka section alag karne ka decide kiya mere principal ne bada hi azeeb sa decision tha aajtak logic samjh nahi aya....lekin mere pyare dost deepak aur pankaj mere section mein hi the aur hum teeno saath baitha karte the aur class mein daily ek bench aage hone ka pattern start hua tha jisse saare students ko first bench par baithne ka chance mille....lekin ab mujhe koi dar nahi tha kyu ki meri english class teacher badal chuki thi to ab writing ko lekar mental tourcher band ho gaya tha.....

phir wo hua jo phele kabhi nahi hua mujhe first time kuch kuch hua.....meri class ki ek teacher jisso dekh kar bus shahrukh ki tarha sirf ek hi gana  gaane ko dil karta tha "ek ladki ko dekha to aisa laga".....wo meri english teacher thi jaisa ki aap sabhi ke saath hua hoga mujhe bhi apni class teacher se love ho gaya tha....unko chup chupke dekha karta tha...wo ek bahut khoobsurat lady thi unke baat karne ka ya chalne ka tarika itna nazakat wala tha ki bus dil karta tha mein  unko........

phir hamare school mein har bar ki tarha cultural activities hone waali thi aur mein last 2 years se perform kar raha tha group dance mein lekin is bar thoda panga ho gaya mujhe jaundice ho gaya.....aur phir kya meri watt lag gayi kaafi din school nahi ja paya aur birla hospital mein bhi admit bhi hona pada.....wo time tha jab meine jana ki hospitals mein doctors sirf paise kamane mein lage rahete hai aur patient se badkar ab paisa ho gaya hai.....aisa mein isliye bol raha hu kyu ki mujhe overdose de diya tha waha ke doctors ne unnecessary aur phir aur halat kharab ho gayi....kaafi pareshaan hua tha undinno phir doctor change kiya aur 2 months ke baad track pe aya thoda......phir kya tha jab tak saare school ke programs khatams ho chuke the aur exams aane waale the.....mein unwaqt apne bus stop ke khade hokar bhi pada karta tha kyu ki mujhe cover up karna padta tha jo bhi mera skip ho gaya tha.....lekin phir exams mein performance acha raha aur phir hamare school mein ek mam ayi thi jinka naam hum logo ne Gillu rakh diya tha kyu ki unke 2 teeth aage ki taraf nikle hue the......wo humko science padati thi to unhone undinno ek acha step liya jo mein aaj bhi appreciate karta hu.....har ek section mein kuch team bana di gayi jinko subject se related kisi bhi topic pe presentation dena tha aur wo aisa first time tha jab mujhe class ke saamne presentation dene ka chance milla aur mein kaafi nervous bhi tha lekin ek advantage tha un dinno ki mein padai mein kaafi acha hua karta tha aur har ek group mein kisi ko leader banaya jata tha jo presentation ki starting karta tha.....kaafi saare groups alredy perform kar chuke the aur finally the day came.....meri team mein ek ladki thi aur 2-3 ladke....aur mujhe presentation start karne ka chance milla aur meri awaaz thodi buland thi to meine presentation dena start kiya aur kaafi ache tarha se explain kiya aur jaise jaise mein bolta ja raha tha sabke faces ko dekh kar mera confidence aur badta ja raha tha kyu ki meine kuch beyond the MP board book jaane ka decision liya tha just to gather the information regarding that topic....aur meri colony mein ek vikram naam ka mera ek dost tha jo sants paul mein tha jo CBSC school tha to meine uski book ka use kiya tha apne presentation ko kuch hatke dene ke liye.....aur mera idea kaam kiya aur presentation waale din meine kaafi acha perform kiya.....undin mujhe yaakeen ho gaya tha ki agar sabke beech kuch alag hatke dikhna hai ya perform karna hai to outside the box socha padega....koi jaruri nahi hai ki jis raste sab jaye aap bhi us raste jao apna rasta aur soch apne hisab se banao......

Undinno hamare sections se ache students jo dosra section tha jismein silly lover hua karta tha wo tha.....to ek competition sa laga hua tha dono sections mein us presentation mein ache marks laane ka kyu ki cross question bhi hua karte the usmein...phir dono class mein jab saare presentation khatam ho jaane waale the tab marks bataye jaate the aur har ek section ke students ki curiosity raheti hai ye jaanne ki kiska presentation acha raha hai.....aur undinno vikrant,udyaan,koslendra ye kaafi ache students hua karte the aur ek ladki bhi kaafi naam kama rahi thi jo kaafi ache se active thi uska naam neha tha aur wo tirange ki relative bhi thi.....aur phir mere marks meri class mein highest the aur gillu ne mujhe akele mein bula kar bhi kaafi appreciation diya tha aur ye bhi kaha tha ab cross section seminar hoge usmein acha perform karna tum....lekin kisi karano se aisa hua nahi otherwise mein kaafi excited tha dosre section ke students ke saamne perform karne ke liye......

ye jo time the usne mujhe ye sikha diya tha ki humko kabhi bhi apne aapko kisi se kaam nahi samjhna chaiye aur jo bhi kaam kare dil se karna chaiye...aisa bahut bar hota hai ki aapka sab mazak banate hai aur wo chate hai ki aap poor perform karo....lekin hamesha dil se mahenat karo aur kisi ka to pata nahi lekin aapke GOD aapka saath jarur dege.....

Aur jab final exams ka result aya to mere science mein 90 marks the jo class ka highest tha....aur meine tabhi decide kar liya tha ki mein science mein hi apna carrier banaoga.....mujhe ek tarha science padhna bahut pasand aane laga tha....undinno mein summer vacation mein discovery dekhna bhi start kar diya tha.....

  

class 9th mein kaafi saare funny accidents bhi hue.....undinno ek ritu mam hua karti thi jo humko hindi padati thi aur ek din hum teeno-pankaj,deepak aur mein.....rotation policy ki wajha se first bench par baithe hue the aur ritu mam hamari bench pe apni book rakh ke pada rahi thi to unko board pe kuch likhna tha to chawk khatam ho gayi thi.....unhone mujhe chawk laane ko kaha lekin hamare deepak sahab ne masti ke mood mein mam ko zameen se chawk utha ke de di aur kaha ye hai to chawk.....phir kya tha deepak ke lambe lambe baal pakad ke mam ne 15 min tak uski dhulai ki aur mein dosri class mein hokar bhi aa gaya tha apni class mein aur jab tak meine mam ko unke haanth mein di nahi jab tak bhai ki marai lagti rahi......

phir meine uska khoob mazak udaya.....lekin thode din ke baad meri class mein ek essay competition hua jismein meine bhi participate kiya lekin jab meine mam se topic pocha to unhone mujhe kuch tarha naam bataya ki mujhe kuch aur hi samjh aya.....phir kya meine galat topic pe essay likh diya chalo wo sab to thk tha lekin jab mam ne mera essay dekha to unhone bola ki ye kya likha hai to meine bola ki aapne hi to bataya tha......phir kya tha wo pagla gayi ye sunkar aur mujhe bhi khoob mara yr....aur abhi bar deepak has raha tha kyu ki jo uske saath hua wo aaj mere saath ho raha tha.....lekin jab meri dulai ho rahi thi tab meri beautiful english teacher mere saanme waali class mein pada rahi thi aur wo mujhe dekh kar smile kar rahi thi.......bahut bura popat ho gaya tha usdin.........

Life ke ye chote chote mazedar accidents humko kuch na kuch jaroor sikha jaate hai jaise ki meine usdin ye sikha ki saala kuch bhi karo lekin kabhi kisi ka mazak mat udao kyu ki na ajaane kab aapko bhi wahi situations face karna pad jaye.....

Respect Others...........

Horror House....

Aapko kya lagta hai bhoot hote hai.....ya sirf hamari ek soch hai.....Lekin mein manta hu ki hote hai jis tarha hamari ek duniya hai waise hi unki bhi ek duniya hoti hai.....

Hum sabne bachpan mein apni dadi/nani se kuch na kuch kahaniya suni hai bhooto ki jisse hamare dil aur dimag mein ek dar bana raheta hai ki humko raat mein 12 se 3 ke beech nahi jana chaiye kuch aisi jagha jaha kuch aatma ka waas ho.....aur Indian Cinema mein bhi kaafi saare serials bhi ban chuke hai real stories pe jo ye darshate hai ki kuch na kuch to jarur hai jo har waqt humko dekh raha hai ab chahe wo hamare apne purwaj ho jo ab duniya se chale gaye hai ya phir kuch buri aatma......

ye baat hai un dinno ki jab @tansen nagar mein raheta tha lekin achanak se mere rent house mein kuch floor ka issue ho gaya tha jisko re-construct karne ko humne apne owner ko bola lekin wo kaam kaafi bada tha jiski wajha se humko wo ghar khaali karna pada lekin owner se ache terms hone ki wajha se unhone humko ek ghar recommend kiya jo next to next line mein tha.....phir uswaqt mere parents ne govt.quater ke liye bhi apply kar diya tha jo humko 2-3 month mein allot hona tha.....lekin ye 3 months meri life ke bade horror days the humne shift kar liya kaafi bada ghar tha wo.....ab kam time ke liye rahene ki wajha se humne kuch puja paath bhi nahi karwaya....wo ghar aisa tha ki uske peeche ek school tha aur neeche bhi lekin summer vacation ka time tha wo to sab band tha un dinno.....phir normal routine start hua waha hamara....mere almost saare dost kahi na kahi ghoomne chale gaye the summer vacation pe.....mein bore hota raheta tha to mere ghar ke peeche hi school ki taraf jo teerace thi uske liye gate  hamare ghar ke peehe tha.... asal mein wo teerace common thi school aur hamare liye.......mujhe books reading suru se hi kaafi pasand rahi hai......raat ko padne ki adat thi aur mera kitchen us back door ke just bagal mein tha....to padte padte mujhe payas lagi to mein paani peene gaya phir usdin mujhe achanak se aisa laga ki koi mujhe dekh raha hai meine peeche mud ke dekha to koi nahi tha to mujhe laga meri sister mujhe dara rahi hai hum dono kaafi ladte rahete the....jaise ki har ek brother sister ki ladai hoti hai....us din raat ke 12:30 baje chuke the....phir meine apni sister ka naam liya to koi reply nahi aya.....aur jab meine uske room mein dekha to wo soo rahi thi aur phir meine bahut azeeb sa feel kiya mujhe aisa laga koi lady nikli mere bagal se mere rongte khade ho gaye.....aur mein samjh gaya ki kuch to panga hai meine baba ki aarti padhna start ki aur jaldi se bahar waale room mein chala gaya.....jaisa ki aap sab jaante ho ki mein bachpan se mandir jaya karta tha har roz subha apni amma ji ke saath....to meine kahi sunna tha ki agar aapke roongte khate ho jaye kabhi raat ko to samjh lena koi hawa pass hui hai tumhare bagal se aur jo fact bhi hai......dharmik background ka hone ki wajha se mujhe kaafi saare mantra bhi yaad the jo us raat meine padhe aur phir mein soo gaya.....subha meine apni mummy ko bataya to unhone bola ki mein agli bar paani peene jao to unko utha liya karu......phir aise ek na ek din karke mere parents ne bhi wo lady ka hona mahesus kiya.....hum sab samjh gaye the ki kuch na kuch to hai yaha koi nagative energy hai jo yaha waha bhatak rahi hai.....phir humne pata kiya to pata chala ki peeche waale ghar mein kaafi time phele ek lady ne khud ko aag laga li thi aur hum jab kisi jaankar ko apne ghar laye to usne bhi bol diya ate hi kuch negative energy hai yaha....un dinno mere father mujhe ek mandir le jaya  karte the jo thatipur mein hua karta tha SHRI SANTOSH GURU JI ka hanuman mandir tha darpan colony mein jaha mein abhi tak jata hu....phir guru ji ko jab ye sab bataya to unhone bhi kaha ki tum wo ghar khaali kar do....phir humko thatipur mein quater allot ho gaya aur phir humne 9th class mein shift kar liya yaha mere ghar ka no.39 tha jismein 9 mera lucky no hai....lekin yaha ate hi humne sabse phele khatha karwai kyu ki agar aapko kisi bhi ghar se negative energy hathani hai to uske liye apne hindu dharm ke anusar puja paath karna chaiye jo naa sirf aapko na protect karti hai balki ek confidence bhi deti hai jisse aap apni society ke bura logo ke saamne khade rahene mein bhi nahi darte kyu ki aapko pata raheta hai har roz mein jis bhagwan ki aaradhna karta hu wo meri har pal rakhsha karega......

ye positive energy hi thi ki hamari family ko wo negative energy bhi kuch nuksaan nahi pahucha payi....

Kyu ki ye baat to pakki hai yaha negative energy bhi hoti hai kyu ki agar aap gwalior mein rahete hai to aapko yaad hoga jab MG road par itna development nahi hua tha to kuch saal phele waha ek lady jo har raat ko laal jode mein lift maanga karti thi thik raat 12 ke baad aur phir gayab ho jaati thi jisse kaafi saare accident bhi hue the waha....jo mein nahi saara sahar bolta tha.....

Bachpan se bhi hum sunte aate hai ki apni country mein ache insaan kodiyo ke bhaav bick jaate hai unko koi nahi pochta lekin mein aisa nahi maanta kyu ki aaj bhi chahe Ramayan ki baat kare ya phir mahabharat ki dono mein hi jeet positive energy ki hui hai.....bus apne bhagwan par bharosa rakho wo kabhi aapka bura nahi chahega aur kabhi apne aap ko kisi se compare mat karo...is duniya mein socho aapke jaisa koi nahi hai agar hota to kya aap kabhi ate yaha......

Life @Tansen Nagar....

Rent ke ghar pe rahene ka sabse acha fayada ye hai ki aapko jayada din tak apni colony ki ladkiyo nahi jhelna padta.......kyu ki koi jaruri nahi hai ki jaha aap shift karo waha aapko tota maal mille lekin mujhe milla.......gwalior mein ye sant's paul aur carmel ki ladkiyo ke baat karne ke tareeke mein ek alag hi nasha hota hai hamare jaise middle class school waale londe to unko dekhte hi fan ho jaate hai unke.....wo bhi kuch aisi thi aur ek bar uske bday mein gaya tha lekin saale mujhe ladkiyo se baat karne mein bada dar lagta tha....thoda shy tha mein.....kuch aisi dekhti thi wo.......

Phir wahi natak apna saaman shift karo.....wo 6th class ke summer vacations the aur hume phir se shift karna pada......phir ek new colony aur kaafi saari umeede ki waha kaafi ache dost milege......azeeb si feeling thi wo phir 272-Tansen Nagar colony mein finally saaman shift kiya aur aur mein jab evening mein udaas baitha hua tha tab achanak ek londa apni cycle se mere ghar ghusaya aur meri cycle ke pass apni cycle khadi kardi.....tab mein socha ye sala hai kon jo binna permission liye freely ghoom raha hai.....hamara jo portion tha wo neeche wala tha aur owner uppr rahete the....baad mein mujhe pata chala ki wo ghar uske nana ka hai.....uska naam mohit tha aur hamara introduction meri mummy ne karwaya tha first time....phir hum ache dost bane aur hamara waha bhi ek chota sa gang ban gaya tha....phir wahi circket matches arrange karta tha sumit har sunday aur match khelte the....mohit kaafi acha player tha aur uske saath batting karne mein bada acha lagta tha....kaafi matches hum dono ne achi performance di thi......kuch winning moments hai jo kabhi nahi bhool sakta.....aur hum dono ne computers ki tution bhi lagai thi tab saath mein....aur undinno jiske pass p-4 processor ka pc hota tha samjhlo uska jalwa hai.....tab computers ko lekar kaafi awaare ho rahe hai log aur phir wo din aya jab uske yaha pentium-4 processor ka pc aya.....usne mujhe bulaya aur humne computer game khela wo bhi circket.......apni country mein circket ek aisa khel hai jiska hamari life se bada azeeb sa rista hai na jaane kitne ache dost mil jaate hai just becoz of this game.......phir 7th mein school life to waisi hi chal rahi thi thoda padai mein acha ho raha tha mein.....aur exam aate hi underground ho jata tha mein.....phir exam over hua aur mere kuch 70s mein percentage aye.....phir 7th ke vacations mein roz afternoon mein hum sabne ek rule banaya har kisi ke ghar mein jaake game khelne ka......tab mohit ke yaha ek amit karke ladka raheta tha uske yaha hum ice cream jamaya karte the......aur mohit ke yaha computer game in AC boss......phir mohit ke papa ne uska bhi admission mere school mein karane ka decide kiya aur phir bhi national convent ka hissa bana gaya lekin ek locha ho gaya hamari shift alaga alag ho gayi......class 8th jo ki board exam tha start ho gayi thi phir mein deepak garg ke saath cycle se jata tha aur un dinno hamara group acha ban gaya tha nishant,kshitz,pankaj,deepak,anoop,abhinav hum 7th logo ka group tha aur phir class mein ek madam hua karti thi jo writting ko bahut importance deti thi unka naam tha madaan mam jinke aate hi mein sabse phele 3rd number par baith jata tha phir bhi wo meri writting dekh kar mujhe 2-4 laga deti thi un dinno meine sabse bura torture jhela tha.....ek bar to hamara saara group kneel down hua tha line se saare londe group ke class mein neeche.......tab itni watt lagti thi kyu ki agar tiranga round par hua to samajhlo ki tumhari mari.....

Itni tension ke baad bhi saala ek dosre ko dekh kar hasi aajaati thi.....aur hum sab aise the ki kuch na kuch naye idea lekar aate the har bar pankaj bhi kuch aisa idea lekar aya tha undinno.....class mein teachers dictate karti thi to jaldi likhne ke chakkar mein writting ki to watt lag jaati thi.... to bhai sahab pankaj ne carbon ka idea discuss kiya hum sabke saath jismein sirf ek banch mein ek londa likhega sirf ek banda baaki sab nakal karege uske likhne ki......kyu ki carbon copy se sare notes ki automatically 2 copy create ho jayegi.....aur phir kya sabse phele humne ye naya idea implement kiya aur phir hum first time pakde nahi gaye phir kya tha confidence bad gaya kaafi....lekin jaisa ki aap sab jaante hai ki school mein kuch londe aise hote hai ki teachers ki chamcha giri karte hai unmein se kisi ne teacher ko bool diya ki class mein aisa kuch chal raha hai aur phir kya mam ne ek din mera haanth hataya to dekha ki copy blank hai phir kya 2-3 zama diye unhone......lekin hum sab phir se bach gaye tirange ko pata nahi chala......

Kuch baatein hai jo mein hamesha se follow karta tha jaise ki summner vacation mein jo homework milta tha wo kabhi nahi karta tha aur school open home ke 10-12 din ke baad school jana start karta tha.....aur headdown karke apni notebook ko chupa kar likhta tha taaki koi meri writting na dekhle....hehehehe...

mujhe maths bahut pasand tha to meine aur mohit ne ek MITS ke student se home tution laga li thi....har roz evening mein tution padke hum dono matches lhelne jaya karte the aur phir mera maths aur acha ho gaya tha kabhi LCM aur HCF mein ulag kar girne waha neelu aaj kaafi acha score karne laga tha....ab exam pass aa gaye the.....aur ek naya natak chalu hua school mein....jaisa ki aap sabke school mein bhi hota hoga ki har ek class ke kuch sections hote hai waise hi hamare bhi the aur jo class ke best performer the class 8th ke since quaterly wo students hamare school ki dosri branch mein jayege jayege....exams se 2 months phele taaki unko ache se preparation karwai jaye topper list mein aane ke liye......mere group mein se mera aur anoop ka naam aya aur hum sabko bataya gaya ki aisa kuch hai kaafi excited the kyu ki class mein section ke beech mein bhi ek competion hota hai to hamari class se bhi kaafi wishes mil rahi thi humko......Last day tha school mein mera class chal rahi thi tabhi madan mam aye aur pocha ki kiski copy check nahi hui hai abhi tak...to meine darke maare apni copy de di unko......mujhe lag hi raha tha writting aur spelling mistake ko lekar kahi kuch panga na ho jaye aur hua bhi bilkul wahi thodi deer mein mam ne class mein akar pocha ki ye copy kiski hai kyu ki meine jaankar uspe apna naam nahi likha tha.....aur mujhe laga ki check ho gayi hogi isliye poch rahi hai lekin usne to saala watt laga di meri.....mujhe direct principal ke room mein le gayi aur meri vice principal ke pass jaakar bolti hai iska aap best students ki list se naam hata do isko nahi jaane dugi mein apni class se.....pata nahi usko mere se kya problem thi.....aur mujhe hata diya gaya us list mein se kaafi insult feel hua yr usdin gar jaakar kaafi rooya mein.....lekin kya karte ab to insult ho hi gayi thi to phir se meri positive approach ne mujhe jamaye rakha performance mein class ke lag bhag saare ache londe ja chuke the aur exams se phele jo test hua karte the usmein mera performance kaafi acha tha mein bhi soch liya tha acha perform karna hai kuch bhi ho jaye.....lekin kismat kharab ho to kuch nahi kar sakte aap....

mujhe exam start hone ke 10-15 din phele stone ho gaya tha doctors ke yaha chakkar katne pad gaye aur jaisa ki aapko bataya tha ki mere ghar ke just bagal se ek hostital tha waha ek shah karke dostor hua karte the unhone treatment kiya mera.....exams mein binna pade dene pade pura time doctor ke ghar par nikal jata tha.....tab miss hill school mera center tha......aur jab mera result aya tab kaadi bura feel hua sirf 72% bane mere......mera focus yaha se hatane ke liye mere father ne mujhe circket acedamy join karwane ka decission liya aur phir mein tansen nagar se roop singh stadium tak cycle se evening mein 4 baje deepak ke saath jaya karta tha...mere club ka naam galav tha....waha arif and gurusaran sir sikhaya karte the......

mera first day tha club mein aur fast bowlers ko khelne ke liye waha par synthatic bowl se cement pitch par practice karwate the aur mujhe guru sir ne bola ki pad up ho jao aur undinno mere pass australian team ke color pad the jo meine gwalior fair se liye the.....tab mujhe pata nahi tha ki L-guard bhi pahena jaruri hai.....mujhe direct first day hi mera game level dekhne ke liye mujhe nets par uthara gaya bada nervous feel ho raha tha first time jaisa kabhi television mein dekha karte the nets par players ko practice karte waqt mein bhi wahi tha jaise bhi mein start liya fast bowlers ne bowl karna starts ki usmein se ek aditya bhi tha jo mere saath class 4th mien padta tha lekin mein usko pahechan nahi paya tha.....phir kya bowl bat par ayi aur mein defense kiya phir thoda confidence bada aur usdin meine kam se kam 50 bowl face ki jab apna halmet uthar kar nets se bahar aa raha tha kaafi acha feel ho raha tha jo mein baya nahi kar sakta......phir bahar aya to guru sir ne kaafi appreciation kiya....mere father bhi the waha jab koi apke father ke saamne aapki tareef kare to kaafi proud feel hota hai jaisa mujhe usdin hua tha......phir roz jaane laga tha club aur phir kisi ko guard phene dekha to samjh aya ki ye bhi jaruri hai aur meine phir waha apni identity banali ek din ka kissa tha jo mein kabhi nahi bholuga under-19 ke londe practice kar rahe the unke nets cement pitch ke nahi hua karte the....to jaise hi mein padup hua waise hi guru sir ko na jaane kya hua unhone bola ki oye peele pad waale....wo bhi naam se nahi peele pad se jaante the.....to guru sir ne mujhe under-19 ke nets mein bulaya aur bowler se bola ki ab daalo bowl tab sab mujhe dekh rahe the....pitch bhi alag thi aur jaise hi meine first bowl face ki jo itni teez thi ki mera wicket ud gaya phir guru sir ne gussa kiya bola saale focus kar darta kyu hai mujhe pata nahi kya hua second bowl jaise hi ayi mein aage badke ek milla diya aur shoot acha tha.....phir guru sir ne mujhe bola ki cement picth par ja ab.....just image ki everyone is watching saala samjh nahi aa raha tha ki ho kya raha hai....phir cement pitch par guru sir ne bolla bowling start karne ko but sai baba ki kripa thi usdin mera balla bahut acha chala aur jab mein nets se bahar aya kaafi appreciation milla.....mera saath ke londo ne mujhse haanth milaya aur congrts kiya for gud batting......jab aap kisi bade level par itne saare bando ke saamne perform karte ho to automatically confidence boast up hota hai kyu ki agar aap future mein kabhi aisi situation mein nervous hote ho to aap apna purana record yaad karke apne dil ko zara jor se dhadakne se bacha lete ho.....Inshort tajurba hamesha kaam ata hai life mein phir aap usko kisi bhi field mein use kar sakte ho....aur bachpan ke ye kuch aise tajurbe hote hai jo zindagi bhar aapko ek positive energy dete rahete hai.....aur aapke kadam kisi bhi rukawat ke saamne nahi rukhte.....