Class 10th mein kuch aisa hua jisko mein kabhi nahi bhool sakta ek sapne ki tarha lagti hai ye class mujhe jismein meine 1 saal ke andar kaafi kuch changes face kiye apni life mein.....
Session start hua aur undinno hamari class teacher ritu mam hua karti thi aur class mein ek se badke ek badke londe the jisse class ka mahol kaafi mazedar raheta tha.....un dinno ek new teacher ne bhi join kiya tha history padane ke liye jinka naan Girish sir tha......wo bade hi interesting character the aur class 10th science mein reproduction chapter hua karta tha to saare londe bus intzaar mein rahete the ki kab wo chapter padaya jaye.........heheheehe....
Phir kya the session start ho gaya tha kuch dinno ki studies ke baad school mein ek dance competition hua ab dance karne mein mujhe bhi maza ata tha jaisa ki meine bataya mein hamesha grp dance karta tha jaisa ki menie class 8th mein bhi kiya tha....ab baari ayi ki partners kon kon lu mein aur silly lover 1 ne decide kiya ki hum dono to participate karege lekin phr meine socha ki agar group dance karna hai to 2 se jayada acha rahega ki 3 ladke ho to proper group ban payega.....aur phir hum dono ne hunt kiya ki class mein acha dancer kon hai kyu ki pura dance mein hi set karne wala tha isliye mujhe aisa ladka chaiye tha jo meri choreography mein help kar sake isliye phir finally meine vikrant ko kaha ki wo hamare saath dance kare lekin udyaan bhi dance karne ko ready tha.....mera suru se raha hai mein kabhi kisi ka dil nahi dukhata meine usko bola ki apan 4 ladko mein se jo acha dance karega wo stage pe perform karega.....
mein aur silly lover 1 ek hi bus se jaate the to hum dono bus mein kaafi discussion karte......ek din meine usko bola ki apan national convent mein first time fusion dance karege jo aaj tak nahi hua hai apne schoo mein......meine tansen nagar ke colony group ke saath aise hi kuch fusion gaano pe dance kiya tha bal bhavan mein.....isliye mein socha kyu na aisa hi kuch school mein kiya jaye.....aur phir hum dono ne ye idea vikrant aur udyaan ko bhi bataya and they agree with this idea.....ab un dinno dhoom movie ayi thi to ye baat to pakki hui ki last song dhoom ka daalege.....ab phr baaki ke songs pe discussion hua to jaha tak mujhe yaad hai 3 songs the jinhe final kiya tha:-
(1)koi kahe kaheta rahe(Dil chata hai)
(2)Meri nind ud gayi hai
(3)Dhoom titile track
Phir preparation karne mein lag gaye dance steps ki aur humne last song dhoom ke liye last moment pe class ki 4 ladkiyo se baat ki thi last moment entry ke liye aur wo ready ho gayi thi phr unke saath bhi kuch steps final kiye.....lekin ek step the jo meine banaya tha dil chata hai songs ke liye.........song mein ek line aati hai ki "hum logo ki thokar mein ye zamana" waha daala tha ye step jo itna famous ho gaya tha ki school ka har ek ladka yahi step karta nazar ata tha.....
Phir final day aya meine new jeans liya tha aaj bhi yaad hai mujhe 400rs ka aur ek new shirt bhi li thi 300rs ki just for dance......lekin final day jab hum dance stage pe jaane waale the tab ek bahut bada decission lena pada jo mein nahi chata tha lekin kya karta majority wins.....udyaan ka dance acha nahi tha to humko usko mana karna tha last min kyu ki ritu mam ne practice ke waqt dance dekha aur unhone kaha ki tumhara dance bigad jayega agar udyaan perform karega lekin meine kaha ki mam chalega kya fark padta hai.....sach kahu mujhe bahut bura lag raha tha ki udayaan ready hoke aya hai dance ke liye lekin mein usko le ja nahi paya stage tak.....chalo itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi hum teeno ka turn aane hi wala tha....
Aur name announce hue----finally stage and music begins ................everyone surprised ki ye songs ko combine kiya i mean fusion kiya....aur phir claps claps & claps.....
wo din the jab meine apni life mein sikha ki hum sabko agar apni pahechaan banani hai to kuch na kuch alag karna hi hoga aur wo bhi apne upar pura bharosa karke usko implement karna hoga kyu ki hamari country mein logo ko changes adapt karne mein bada time lagta hai.....
Lekin bhi dance khat m thodi na hua tha meri sweetheart ka group dance baaki tha aur phir dance suru hua kya mast kiya tha hamari juniors ne aur unke dance ki khaas baat ye thi ki wo saari ladkiya thi aur gaana tha chod do aanchal jamana kya kahega.....seriously lovely dance waise kya mein kam pareshaan tha ye dance dekhke ab to dil aur jhooro se dhadke laga ab to pakka yakeen ho gaya mujhe ki......love hua meine na jaana ye kab hua par love hua.....ab mein dance competition haaru ya jeetu mujhe fark nahi padne wala tha aur unka group jeet gaya......aur hum haar gaye.......
ek baat to us din samjh aa gayi thi ki kisi ka dil dukhake aap kabhi life mein jeet nahi sakte kyu ki hum teeno ki wajha se udyaan ka dil dukhata mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai uski aankhen jab humko usko mana karna pada tha last moment pe.....
us raat mujhe ek dream aya ki mein aur dc ek couple dance kar rahe hai....dance karte karte meine usko apne dil ki baat bol di mera matlb hai meine usko I luv u bola......lekin phr subha ho gayi aur meri nini khul gayi.....
sapno ki duniya bhi kaamal ki hoti hai hum jisse jo bhi chahe dil kholke bol sakte hai.....par abhi to class start hui thi abhi to na jaane kya kya hona baaki tha......
Undinno hum sabne ek apni circket team bhi banai thi aur hum sab apne juniors ke saath matches khelte the sunday's ko...lekin hamari team bahut hi jaldi nipat jaati thi specially batting mein....juniors ke 2 sections the jinmein se ek team to hamesha humko buri tarha harati thi.....aur generally jab bhi hamara unse match hota tha to batting ko lekar koi nahi ladta tha kyu ki sab jaante the ki batting sabki aani hai.....hahahahaha....
Ek match mein kabhi nahi bhoolta hum logo ne padav ke community hall mein match rakha ramakaant ki team ke saath phele bowling karne ka decision liya hamare captain vikrant ne aur vikrant ne apni fast bowling se aur meine apni spin se kaafi slow kiya unke batsman ki run machine ko lekin phir bhi over ke match mein unhone kaafi acha score kiya....
aur phir innings khatam hui aur udyaan bhai ko bhook lagi to wo mujhe lekar padav ke jo famous poha center hai waha gaya.....aur hum dono araam se kha rahe the hum thodi na pata ki match ka ye haal hone wala hai....aur jab hum dono pahuche dekha to almost sab out ho chuke the....phir kya hum dono bhi nipat gaye jaate hi aur hamari saari team 18 runs pe ludak gayi.....aur undinno ek nara bahut chalta tha "patiya waale baba ki jai"..........hahahahaha......
Undinno ek exam ko lekar humara saara group bahut zoro se preparation karne mein laga hua tha....exam ka naam tha "NTSE(National Talent Search Exam)"...........ye scholarship exam hota hai jismein jo students acha perform karte hai unko Govt. of India ki taraf se scholarship milti hai....phir kya sabne form bhar diye aur exam center pada ek old fashioned govt. school of Gwalior jaha teachers bhi subhan alla the.....meine jo photograph lagai thi wo waha ek teacher ko meri nahi lag rahi thi aur phir suru hua drama jo mujhe police station tak le gaya hota.....
Sabka verification chal raha tha aur usmein jo banda ya bandi exam dene aya tha uska face photograph se match kiya ja raha tha....aur na jaane waha jo angry old man tha jiski examination haal mein duty lagi thi mujhse bolne laga ki ye teri photo nahi hai aur tu farzii aya hai exam dene....meine kaha aisa nahi hai sir yaha mere kaafi classmates aap unse pochlo mein National Convent se hu....kahene laga mujhe ullu mat bana meine tere jaise bahut dekhe hai.....tujhe police station le chalta hu....meine kaha are sir photograph mein aapko samjh nahi aa raha hai lekin ye photo meri hi hai....wo mere dimag ka daahi karne mein laga hua tha aur exam ke 20 mins waste ho chuke the.....meine usko phir chillaya tere ko jo karna hai kar mein exam de raha hu jo verify karna hai kar lekin mera time waste mat kar.....uske baad wo kuch nahi bhola.....
Usdin ek baat to samajh aa gayi ki aapko apni zindagi mein apni ladai khud ladni padti hai.....kyu ki jab wo mujhe pareshaan kar raha tha tab mere room mein mere 3 ache dost baithe the just mere aage peeche lekin kisi ne ek bar bhi mera support nahi kiya......hamari life mein kuch na kuch aise chote chote lesson aate hai jab humko kaafi kuch sikhne ko milta hai jaisa ki meine sikha exam center mein ki aajkal koi kisi ko nahi support karta....matlab ki duniya hai aur aapko apne aap ko strong banana padega tabhi aap kuch achieve kar sakte ho.....
Jaisa ki hum sabne class 8th mein padha tha "darwin theory"......only the powerful one will survive in this world.......
chalo phir kya exam to ho gaya....aur phr jan 2005 aya jab hamare school mein first time itne bade level pe koi event perform hone wala tha.....aur phir kya tha dance performance ho aur mein peeche rahe jao phir undinno mein ek aur ladke ke contact mein aaya jiska naam saurabh sharma tha jo hamari bus mein aya karta tha phir baat hone lagi thi formal type.....lekin ye jo event ho raha tha ismein morning aur noon shift ka combine performance bhi allowed tha aur undinno dance mein saurabh sharma ka dance bhi acha mana jata tha to phr ritu mam ne team prepare ki lekin mujhe meri height ki wajha se phele out kar diya gaya.....phr meine bhi ek game khela mam se kaha ki aap mujhe dance steps ready karne do to meine mam se songs ki cassette le li aur kaha ki mein ghar se steps sochke aaoga....
phir kya tha meine thode steps prepare kiye aur finally mam ke haanth pair jodke entry mil hi gayi dance group mein....ab group mein mein,udayan,vikrant,silly lover aur saurabh sharma the.......
wo time bhi bahut mast tha ek taraf ache marks laane ka tension kyu ki board exams the aur dosri taraf event mein perform karne ka josh aur tisri taraf to aap bhool hi gaye mere dost meri DC jisne bhi group dance mein participate kiya tha.....
Aisa first time ho raha tha ki yaha koi first-second nahi ayega sirf ek movie clip ki tarha dance perform hote jayega aur end mein vande matarm song play hoga jis mein mujhe aur saurabh sharma ko flag host karne ko milla.....
Ye event GRMC auditorium mein hone waala tha jisko lekar hum sab kaafi excited the aur kaafi saare log aane waale the dance dekhne jismein hum sabke parents bhi invited the to kaafi nervous the sab....
Sabse phele jo hamara songs act tha uski starting hum 5 ladko ko karna thi aur song tha "Rind Posh Maal(Mission Kashmir movie)".........aur hum sabki dress kuch azeeb tarha ki thi jaise koi commando ki dress hoti hai.....
Undinno mere pass schooty ES hua karti thi jisse mein aur silly lover jaya kabhi kabhi school jaya karte the.....
undinno saala agar koi apne vechile se ata tha to uska kaafi role hota tha......hehehehe....ya kaho ki wo azaad hota tha na usko auto ka wait karna padta tha aur na hi bus ka...... :)
Lekin meine aur silly lover ne gaadi ko bhaga bhaga ke uski halat kharab kardi thi...........aur phir kya
tha finally wo din aa gaya jiska hum sabko kaafi time se intzaar GRMC mein perform karne ka din...usdin humare teachers ne kaha tha ki hum sabko subha se hi waha pahuchna hai kyu ki program evening mein start hona tha isliye final stage pe ek bar practice ho jayegi......
Phir kya tha exact date to mujhe yaad nahi hai lekin jan end tha sayad......aur hum dono apna ready hoke meri scooty es se nikal gaye waha jaake dekha to auditorium to bahut mast tha.....phir back stage pe gaye to waha ek room tha yaha girls ready ho rahi thi aur phr kya tha mein to apni DC ko taadne mein lag gaya bahut hi mast lag rahi thi....undinno ek varsha mam thi jinhone hum sabko ready karwaya perform karne ke liye.....itne saare performance hone the ki sabko thoda time hi milna tha practice karne ka....aur phir hamara no. aya....mein aur silly lover sabse aage khade the dance mein actually humne ek V shape banaya tha kyu ki hum 5 boys the aur phir first row mein neeche tiranga aur vice principal baithi hui thi hamari.....mein to tirange ko dekh ke phele bahut dar gaya lekin jab mein last rows ki taraf dekha to DC ka pura gang baitha tha usko dekhke phir thoda sukuun milla aur music play hua.....dance start hua aur neeche se tiranga chillaya ki tum thoda left lo lekin saala wo kisse bol raha tha samjh nahi aa raha tha achanak wo neeche se utha aur stage pe chadaya...aur mujhe laga ab koi na koi murga bana...... :)..........lekin usne mujhe aake left khiska diya....uske baad mein angad ki tarha apne pair jamaye khada raha kyu ki mujhe pata tha agar abki bar galti hui to pakka maar khaoga mein.....
Lekin phir dance start hua aur chaaro taraf sirf claps ki awaaz thi bada acha lag raha tha ki saamne baithi bheed ka hissa na hote hue stage pe perform kar raha tha aur phir last song vande matarm tha jismein mujhe aur saurabh ko flag le kar chalna tha sach batao mein jab apni country ka flag haanth mein liye chal raha tha tab mujhe bada proud feel ho raha tha..........itna shor tha lekin mein sirf apne flag ko dekh raha tha aur silence + emotional feel kar raha tha......usdin mujhe samjh aya ki harare dekh ke liye kyu itne saare dil se mahenat karte hai taaki hamari country ko developing se developed bana paye ek azeeb sa nasha hota hai dekh bhakti mein jo mein usdin mahesus kar raha tha.....
Dekha jaye to our country is having diversity in food,languages,dresses,colours and religion but still our flag will re-unite every citizen of our country........from that day I feel proud to be an Indian........
aapko pick dekh ke samjh aa gaya hoga ki mission kashmir ka hritik bana diya gaya tha hum sabko....hehehehe.....
phir program khatam ho gaya aur mein aur silly lover apni mast scooty pe ghar ke liye nikalne lage lekin meri aankhen bus ushi ko dekhna chati thi aur aakhir aane se phele mujhe uska deedar ho hi gaya.....chalo ab kya tha ghar ki taraf ravana hum dono yaar.......
phir kya tha sab pre board ki preparation mein lag gaye aur phir exams schools mein aur sabko apne galtiyo ka pata chala ek baat bahut achi thi ki hamare school mein mam khud hokar samjha rahi thi result waale din ki hum sabne kaha kaha galtiya hai taaki hum wo final board exam mein na kare......
Undinno mere pass ek walk man hua karta tha jismein mein sirf Dev Anand sahab ke gaane sunna karta tha wo bhi maths ke questions solve karte waqt jisse mein late night tak jaag saku aur revision proper ho jaye mera.......to mein mere ghar ke bahar jo garden hai waha raat ko table daal leta tha aur questions lagana start kar deta tha.........gaane jaise gaata rahe mera dil.......ye dil hota na beechara.....
Dev sahab ka mein suru se bahut bada fan raha hu........mujhe unka sabse acha gaana.........mein zindagi ka saath nibhata chala gaya laga hai.........jo mujhe jab bhi mein pareshaani mein raheta hu ya nervous hota hu hamesha ye gaane ke words mujhe motivate karte aye hai......
phir aya board exam ka first day aur hamare center maharaj bada mein pada tha lekin jab waha pahuche hum dono mein aur silly lover tab jo dekha to dimag kharab ho gaya waha pe benches hi nahi thi matlab hum sab convent school se the lekin jaha pe furniture hota hai aur final exam mein humko jameen pe baith ke likhna tha.......seriously mujhe bahut gussa aa raha tha hamare country ke leaders badi badi baatein karte hai aur govt schools ki aisi halat dekh kar bada gussa aa raha tha.....
Likhne mein halat kharab hone waali thi exam papers ye to samjh aa raha tha.....phir kya tha apan ne jugad technology ka use kiya aur bathroom pata le kar aa gaye apan kam se kam kuch to base ban jayega....kyu ki jaisa ki aap sab jaante hai ki meri speed suru se subhan alla rahi hai chalo ab jo bhi India mein sab chalta hai ye soch kar exam ka shiri ganesh kiya........:)
phir kya tha saare exam ek ek karke hote ja rahe the aur aate waqt hum dono tampoo se aate the lekin saala silly lover bahut bada kanjoos tha mein har bar 10rs ka note deta tha aur wo saala hamesha 2 rs mein nipat jata tha mujhe samjh aata tha aur mein usko bol bhi sakta tha lekin mein ye soch ke ruk jata tha ki galati uski nahi hai hamari country mein har ek caste ke apni alag pahechaan hoti hai aur wo uski thi ab wo sudhar nahi sakta tha.......mein bhi hum to thakur the ab bhalayi zageer bik gayi lekin mizaaz mein koi farak nahi aya...........hahahahaha.....
aur phir exam ka last day aa gaya sab ek dosre se discuss mein lage hue the after exam ki ab kya karna hai.......aur har koi jaanne koi bechain tha ki dosra banda konsa subject choose karega.......jaisa ki aap sab jaante hai hamari country mein bhed chaal bahut hai.........
chalo phir kya tha exam over aur masti suru.......thode din tak circket khelna aur phir ek competition ki tutions ki bahut hod hua karti thi un dino......sabko laxmibai colony jaane ka bahut chaska tha aur aisa maana jata tha ki jo waha pe tutions lega wahi asal mein preparation kar raha hai exams ki.......:)
phir chahe saala yaha kuch samjh na aye kyu ki waha pe bahut crowd ata tha.....chalo koi nahi lekin mein suru se alag sochta tha mein bhed chaal ka hisaa nahi banna chata tha isliye meine abhi koi bhi tutions nahi lagai bus mein to sirf novels reading mein laga raheta tha........aur result ka wait karta aur saath hi saath colony mein jo matches hua karte the unmein khela karta tha........phir kya result aya aur hum sab dost ek jagha vikrant ke ghar pe mille aur phir school gaye apne teachers se milne.....mere 76% aye the aur meri vice principal se hum teeno ke marks poche the mein,koshlendra aur silly lover.......
wo moment bahut special tha mere liye kyu ki ye wahi vice principal thi jinse meri mother ne request ki thi ki wo mujhe exams mein baithne de kyu ki undino financial issues the family mein kaafi aur meri fees nahi bhar paye the mere parents........acha lag raha tha kyu ki ache marks aye the aur mam ne bhi appreciate kiya tha....
Hum sab ki life mein aisa movement ata hai hum jab kisi ke trust pe khara uthar te hai aur wo log bahut lucky hote hai jinpe koi trust karta hai kyu ki aise bahut log hai jo aaj bhi kisi ke trust ko jeetne ki kosis mein saari umar nikal dete hai.....
Phir kya tha hamara school phele sirf 10th class tak ka tha lekin ab wo sai baba ke mandir ke saamne national convent ki new branch open hui jo 12th tak thi....lekin uska naam "Blossom Convent" ho gaya tha........phir kya tha baaki sabne to school chod diya tha ab sirf mein,koshlendra aur silly lover bache the....mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai jab hum teeno apne class 11th ke subject lene cycle pe gaye the aur raste bhar kaafi discussion kiya thaki kya karna hai.......mein usdin thoda cycle peeche karke sochne laga ki aaj jo subject mein lene ja raha hu wo meri aage aane waali life ko decide karega mein usdin thoda confuse tha kyu ki maths aur biology(science) dono mein ek saa hi tha to koi bhi leta koi fark nahi padta lekin mere father chate the ki mein doc banu lekin doc banne ke bus itna pata tha mujhe ki bahut time dena padta hai aur maths leke aap Er banke jaldi job kar sakte ho aur meri family ki condition achi nahi thi isliye phir kya tha raste mein cycle pe aise meine apna subject decide kiya...aur phir school pahuch ke mein paper pe sai baba ka naam le kar meine maths bhar diya phir kya tha wo din jo decide kiya uska result aaj milla mein ab ek software engineer hu aur IT company mein job karta hu.......
phir kya tha ek noew journey ki suruwaat hui usdin aur phir ghar aake apne father ko bataya ki meine maths liya wo thoda khush nahi the mere se kyu ki meine unka dil tod diya tha lekin mein hamesha se kisi individual ke baaremein kabhi nahi sochta mein hamesha sabke profit loss ke baaremein sochta hu aur usdin bhi meine wahi kiya kyu ki mere father ka department band hone wala tha kabhi bhi unko vrs lena pad sakta tha aur doc banne ke liye paise chaiye hote wo kaha se aate.....isliye mein apne dil mein happy tha apne decision se....hamari country mein middle class family hamesha pis jaati hai......
phir kya tha meine apni tutions start karti aur mere sabse phele teacher the rathore sir jo chemistry padate the aur phir ab physics/maths ke tutor ki searching chaalo kardi thi meine....undinno aisa hua karta tha ki teachers ke yaha aap 1-2 din padke dekh sakte ho ek dum fees nahi dena padti hai...
phir aise meine kaafi saare teacher ke yaha demo classes li aur phir ek dixit ji karke sir hua karte the jo RKVM mein bhi padaya karte the unke yaha physics ki tution aur maths ki tution ko lekar bahut pareshaan hua jaise taise karke ek farzi teacher milla bahut ki bada pakao tha itna slow aadmi meine apni life mein kabhi nahi dekha pata nahi uski biwi ka kya hota hoga..........hehehehe.......
Session start hua aur undinno hamari class teacher ritu mam hua karti thi aur class mein ek se badke ek badke londe the jisse class ka mahol kaafi mazedar raheta tha.....un dinno ek new teacher ne bhi join kiya tha history padane ke liye jinka naan Girish sir tha......wo bade hi interesting character the aur class 10th science mein reproduction chapter hua karta tha to saare londe bus intzaar mein rahete the ki kab wo chapter padaya jaye.........heheheehe....
Phir kya the session start ho gaya tha kuch dinno ki studies ke baad school mein ek dance competition hua ab dance karne mein mujhe bhi maza ata tha jaisa ki meine bataya mein hamesha grp dance karta tha jaisa ki menie class 8th mein bhi kiya tha....ab baari ayi ki partners kon kon lu mein aur silly lover 1 ne decide kiya ki hum dono to participate karege lekin phr meine socha ki agar group dance karna hai to 2 se jayada acha rahega ki 3 ladke ho to proper group ban payega.....aur phir hum dono ne hunt kiya ki class mein acha dancer kon hai kyu ki pura dance mein hi set karne wala tha isliye mujhe aisa ladka chaiye tha jo meri choreography mein help kar sake isliye phir finally meine vikrant ko kaha ki wo hamare saath dance kare lekin udyaan bhi dance karne ko ready tha.....mera suru se raha hai mein kabhi kisi ka dil nahi dukhata meine usko bola ki apan 4 ladko mein se jo acha dance karega wo stage pe perform karega.....
mein aur silly lover 1 ek hi bus se jaate the to hum dono bus mein kaafi discussion karte......ek din meine usko bola ki apan national convent mein first time fusion dance karege jo aaj tak nahi hua hai apne schoo mein......meine tansen nagar ke colony group ke saath aise hi kuch fusion gaano pe dance kiya tha bal bhavan mein.....isliye mein socha kyu na aisa hi kuch school mein kiya jaye.....aur phir hum dono ne ye idea vikrant aur udyaan ko bhi bataya and they agree with this idea.....ab un dinno dhoom movie ayi thi to ye baat to pakki hui ki last song dhoom ka daalege.....ab phr baaki ke songs pe discussion hua to jaha tak mujhe yaad hai 3 songs the jinhe final kiya tha:-
(1)koi kahe kaheta rahe(Dil chata hai)
(2)Meri nind ud gayi hai
(3)Dhoom titile track
Phir preparation karne mein lag gaye dance steps ki aur humne last song dhoom ke liye last moment pe class ki 4 ladkiyo se baat ki thi last moment entry ke liye aur wo ready ho gayi thi phr unke saath bhi kuch steps final kiye.....lekin ek step the jo meine banaya tha dil chata hai songs ke liye.........song mein ek line aati hai ki "hum logo ki thokar mein ye zamana" waha daala tha ye step jo itna famous ho gaya tha ki school ka har ek ladka yahi step karta nazar ata tha.....
Phir final day aya meine new jeans liya tha aaj bhi yaad hai mujhe 400rs ka aur ek new shirt bhi li thi 300rs ki just for dance......lekin final day jab hum dance stage pe jaane waale the tab ek bahut bada decission lena pada jo mein nahi chata tha lekin kya karta majority wins.....udyaan ka dance acha nahi tha to humko usko mana karna tha last min kyu ki ritu mam ne practice ke waqt dance dekha aur unhone kaha ki tumhara dance bigad jayega agar udyaan perform karega lekin meine kaha ki mam chalega kya fark padta hai.....sach kahu mujhe bahut bura lag raha tha ki udayaan ready hoke aya hai dance ke liye lekin mein usko le ja nahi paya stage tak.....chalo itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi hum teeno ka turn aane hi wala tha....
Aur name announce hue----finally stage and music begins ................everyone surprised ki ye songs ko combine kiya i mean fusion kiya....aur phir claps claps & claps.....
wo din the jab meine apni life mein sikha ki hum sabko agar apni pahechaan banani hai to kuch na kuch alag karna hi hoga aur wo bhi apne upar pura bharosa karke usko implement karna hoga kyu ki hamari country mein logo ko changes adapt karne mein bada time lagta hai.....
Lekin bhi dance khat m thodi na hua tha meri sweetheart ka group dance baaki tha aur phir dance suru hua kya mast kiya tha hamari juniors ne aur unke dance ki khaas baat ye thi ki wo saari ladkiya thi aur gaana tha chod do aanchal jamana kya kahega.....seriously lovely dance waise kya mein kam pareshaan tha ye dance dekhke ab to dil aur jhooro se dhadke laga ab to pakka yakeen ho gaya mujhe ki......love hua meine na jaana ye kab hua par love hua.....ab mein dance competition haaru ya jeetu mujhe fark nahi padne wala tha aur unka group jeet gaya......aur hum haar gaye.......
ek baat to us din samjh aa gayi thi ki kisi ka dil dukhake aap kabhi life mein jeet nahi sakte kyu ki hum teeno ki wajha se udyaan ka dil dukhata mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai uski aankhen jab humko usko mana karna pada tha last moment pe.....
us raat mujhe ek dream aya ki mein aur dc ek couple dance kar rahe hai....dance karte karte meine usko apne dil ki baat bol di mera matlb hai meine usko I luv u bola......lekin phr subha ho gayi aur meri nini khul gayi.....
sapno ki duniya bhi kaamal ki hoti hai hum jisse jo bhi chahe dil kholke bol sakte hai.....par abhi to class start hui thi abhi to na jaane kya kya hona baaki tha......
Undinno hum sabne ek apni circket team bhi banai thi aur hum sab apne juniors ke saath matches khelte the sunday's ko...lekin hamari team bahut hi jaldi nipat jaati thi specially batting mein....juniors ke 2 sections the jinmein se ek team to hamesha humko buri tarha harati thi.....aur generally jab bhi hamara unse match hota tha to batting ko lekar koi nahi ladta tha kyu ki sab jaante the ki batting sabki aani hai.....hahahahaha....
Ek match mein kabhi nahi bhoolta hum logo ne padav ke community hall mein match rakha ramakaant ki team ke saath phele bowling karne ka decision liya hamare captain vikrant ne aur vikrant ne apni fast bowling se aur meine apni spin se kaafi slow kiya unke batsman ki run machine ko lekin phir bhi over ke match mein unhone kaafi acha score kiya....
aur phir innings khatam hui aur udyaan bhai ko bhook lagi to wo mujhe lekar padav ke jo famous poha center hai waha gaya.....aur hum dono araam se kha rahe the hum thodi na pata ki match ka ye haal hone wala hai....aur jab hum dono pahuche dekha to almost sab out ho chuke the....phir kya hum dono bhi nipat gaye jaate hi aur hamari saari team 18 runs pe ludak gayi.....aur undinno ek nara bahut chalta tha "patiya waale baba ki jai"..........hahahahaha......
Undinno ek exam ko lekar humara saara group bahut zoro se preparation karne mein laga hua tha....exam ka naam tha "NTSE(National Talent Search Exam)"...........ye scholarship exam hota hai jismein jo students acha perform karte hai unko Govt. of India ki taraf se scholarship milti hai....phir kya sabne form bhar diye aur exam center pada ek old fashioned govt. school of Gwalior jaha teachers bhi subhan alla the.....meine jo photograph lagai thi wo waha ek teacher ko meri nahi lag rahi thi aur phir suru hua drama jo mujhe police station tak le gaya hota.....
Sabka verification chal raha tha aur usmein jo banda ya bandi exam dene aya tha uska face photograph se match kiya ja raha tha....aur na jaane waha jo angry old man tha jiski examination haal mein duty lagi thi mujhse bolne laga ki ye teri photo nahi hai aur tu farzii aya hai exam dene....meine kaha aisa nahi hai sir yaha mere kaafi classmates aap unse pochlo mein National Convent se hu....kahene laga mujhe ullu mat bana meine tere jaise bahut dekhe hai.....tujhe police station le chalta hu....meine kaha are sir photograph mein aapko samjh nahi aa raha hai lekin ye photo meri hi hai....wo mere dimag ka daahi karne mein laga hua tha aur exam ke 20 mins waste ho chuke the.....meine usko phir chillaya tere ko jo karna hai kar mein exam de raha hu jo verify karna hai kar lekin mera time waste mat kar.....uske baad wo kuch nahi bhola.....
Usdin ek baat to samajh aa gayi ki aapko apni zindagi mein apni ladai khud ladni padti hai.....kyu ki jab wo mujhe pareshaan kar raha tha tab mere room mein mere 3 ache dost baithe the just mere aage peeche lekin kisi ne ek bar bhi mera support nahi kiya......hamari life mein kuch na kuch aise chote chote lesson aate hai jab humko kaafi kuch sikhne ko milta hai jaisa ki meine sikha exam center mein ki aajkal koi kisi ko nahi support karta....matlab ki duniya hai aur aapko apne aap ko strong banana padega tabhi aap kuch achieve kar sakte ho.....
Jaisa ki hum sabne class 8th mein padha tha "darwin theory"......only the powerful one will survive in this world.......
chalo phir kya exam to ho gaya....aur phr jan 2005 aya jab hamare school mein first time itne bade level pe koi event perform hone wala tha.....aur phir kya tha dance performance ho aur mein peeche rahe jao phir undinno mein ek aur ladke ke contact mein aaya jiska naam saurabh sharma tha jo hamari bus mein aya karta tha phir baat hone lagi thi formal type.....lekin ye jo event ho raha tha ismein morning aur noon shift ka combine performance bhi allowed tha aur undinno dance mein saurabh sharma ka dance bhi acha mana jata tha to phr ritu mam ne team prepare ki lekin mujhe meri height ki wajha se phele out kar diya gaya.....phr meine bhi ek game khela mam se kaha ki aap mujhe dance steps ready karne do to meine mam se songs ki cassette le li aur kaha ki mein ghar se steps sochke aaoga....
phir kya tha meine thode steps prepare kiye aur finally mam ke haanth pair jodke entry mil hi gayi dance group mein....ab group mein mein,udayan,vikrant,silly lover aur saurabh sharma the.......
wo time bhi bahut mast tha ek taraf ache marks laane ka tension kyu ki board exams the aur dosri taraf event mein perform karne ka josh aur tisri taraf to aap bhool hi gaye mere dost meri DC jisne bhi group dance mein participate kiya tha.....
Aisa first time ho raha tha ki yaha koi first-second nahi ayega sirf ek movie clip ki tarha dance perform hote jayega aur end mein vande matarm song play hoga jis mein mujhe aur saurabh sharma ko flag host karne ko milla.....
Ye event GRMC auditorium mein hone waala tha jisko lekar hum sab kaafi excited the aur kaafi saare log aane waale the dance dekhne jismein hum sabke parents bhi invited the to kaafi nervous the sab....
Sabse phele jo hamara songs act tha uski starting hum 5 ladko ko karna thi aur song tha "Rind Posh Maal(Mission Kashmir movie)".........aur hum sabki dress kuch azeeb tarha ki thi jaise koi commando ki dress hoti hai.....
Undinno mere pass schooty ES hua karti thi jisse mein aur silly lover jaya kabhi kabhi school jaya karte the.....
undinno saala agar koi apne vechile se ata tha to uska kaafi role hota tha......hehehehe....ya kaho ki wo azaad hota tha na usko auto ka wait karna padta tha aur na hi bus ka...... :)
Lekin meine aur silly lover ne gaadi ko bhaga bhaga ke uski halat kharab kardi thi...........aur phir kya
tha finally wo din aa gaya jiska hum sabko kaafi time se intzaar GRMC mein perform karne ka din...usdin humare teachers ne kaha tha ki hum sabko subha se hi waha pahuchna hai kyu ki program evening mein start hona tha isliye final stage pe ek bar practice ho jayegi......
Phir kya tha exact date to mujhe yaad nahi hai lekin jan end tha sayad......aur hum dono apna ready hoke meri scooty es se nikal gaye waha jaake dekha to auditorium to bahut mast tha.....phir back stage pe gaye to waha ek room tha yaha girls ready ho rahi thi aur phr kya tha mein to apni DC ko taadne mein lag gaya bahut hi mast lag rahi thi....undinno ek varsha mam thi jinhone hum sabko ready karwaya perform karne ke liye.....itne saare performance hone the ki sabko thoda time hi milna tha practice karne ka....aur phir hamara no. aya....mein aur silly lover sabse aage khade the dance mein actually humne ek V shape banaya tha kyu ki hum 5 boys the aur phir first row mein neeche tiranga aur vice principal baithi hui thi hamari.....mein to tirange ko dekh ke phele bahut dar gaya lekin jab mein last rows ki taraf dekha to DC ka pura gang baitha tha usko dekhke phir thoda sukuun milla aur music play hua.....dance start hua aur neeche se tiranga chillaya ki tum thoda left lo lekin saala wo kisse bol raha tha samjh nahi aa raha tha achanak wo neeche se utha aur stage pe chadaya...aur mujhe laga ab koi na koi murga bana...... :)..........lekin usne mujhe aake left khiska diya....uske baad mein angad ki tarha apne pair jamaye khada raha kyu ki mujhe pata tha agar abki bar galti hui to pakka maar khaoga mein.....
Lekin phir dance start hua aur chaaro taraf sirf claps ki awaaz thi bada acha lag raha tha ki saamne baithi bheed ka hissa na hote hue stage pe perform kar raha tha aur phir last song vande matarm tha jismein mujhe aur saurabh ko flag le kar chalna tha sach batao mein jab apni country ka flag haanth mein liye chal raha tha tab mujhe bada proud feel ho raha tha..........itna shor tha lekin mein sirf apne flag ko dekh raha tha aur silence + emotional feel kar raha tha......usdin mujhe samjh aya ki harare dekh ke liye kyu itne saare dil se mahenat karte hai taaki hamari country ko developing se developed bana paye ek azeeb sa nasha hota hai dekh bhakti mein jo mein usdin mahesus kar raha tha.....
Dekha jaye to our country is having diversity in food,languages,dresses,colours and religion but still our flag will re-unite every citizen of our country........from that day I feel proud to be an Indian........
aapko pick dekh ke samjh aa gaya hoga ki mission kashmir ka hritik bana diya gaya tha hum sabko....hehehehe.....
phir program khatam ho gaya aur mein aur silly lover apni mast scooty pe ghar ke liye nikalne lage lekin meri aankhen bus ushi ko dekhna chati thi aur aakhir aane se phele mujhe uska deedar ho hi gaya.....chalo ab kya tha ghar ki taraf ravana hum dono yaar.......
phir kya tha sab pre board ki preparation mein lag gaye aur phir exams schools mein aur sabko apne galtiyo ka pata chala ek baat bahut achi thi ki hamare school mein mam khud hokar samjha rahi thi result waale din ki hum sabne kaha kaha galtiya hai taaki hum wo final board exam mein na kare......
Undinno mere pass ek walk man hua karta tha jismein mein sirf Dev Anand sahab ke gaane sunna karta tha wo bhi maths ke questions solve karte waqt jisse mein late night tak jaag saku aur revision proper ho jaye mera.......to mein mere ghar ke bahar jo garden hai waha raat ko table daal leta tha aur questions lagana start kar deta tha.........gaane jaise gaata rahe mera dil.......ye dil hota na beechara.....
Dev sahab ka mein suru se bahut bada fan raha hu........mujhe unka sabse acha gaana.........mein zindagi ka saath nibhata chala gaya laga hai.........jo mujhe jab bhi mein pareshaani mein raheta hu ya nervous hota hu hamesha ye gaane ke words mujhe motivate karte aye hai......
phir aya board exam ka first day aur hamare center maharaj bada mein pada tha lekin jab waha pahuche hum dono mein aur silly lover tab jo dekha to dimag kharab ho gaya waha pe benches hi nahi thi matlab hum sab convent school se the lekin jaha pe furniture hota hai aur final exam mein humko jameen pe baith ke likhna tha.......seriously mujhe bahut gussa aa raha tha hamare country ke leaders badi badi baatein karte hai aur govt schools ki aisi halat dekh kar bada gussa aa raha tha.....
Likhne mein halat kharab hone waali thi exam papers ye to samjh aa raha tha.....phir kya tha apan ne jugad technology ka use kiya aur bathroom pata le kar aa gaye apan kam se kam kuch to base ban jayega....kyu ki jaisa ki aap sab jaante hai ki meri speed suru se subhan alla rahi hai chalo ab jo bhi India mein sab chalta hai ye soch kar exam ka shiri ganesh kiya........:)
phir kya tha saare exam ek ek karke hote ja rahe the aur aate waqt hum dono tampoo se aate the lekin saala silly lover bahut bada kanjoos tha mein har bar 10rs ka note deta tha aur wo saala hamesha 2 rs mein nipat jata tha mujhe samjh aata tha aur mein usko bol bhi sakta tha lekin mein ye soch ke ruk jata tha ki galati uski nahi hai hamari country mein har ek caste ke apni alag pahechaan hoti hai aur wo uski thi ab wo sudhar nahi sakta tha.......mein bhi hum to thakur the ab bhalayi zageer bik gayi lekin mizaaz mein koi farak nahi aya...........hahahahaha.....
aur phir exam ka last day aa gaya sab ek dosre se discuss mein lage hue the after exam ki ab kya karna hai.......aur har koi jaanne koi bechain tha ki dosra banda konsa subject choose karega.......jaisa ki aap sab jaante hai hamari country mein bhed chaal bahut hai.........
chalo phir kya tha exam over aur masti suru.......thode din tak circket khelna aur phir ek competition ki tutions ki bahut hod hua karti thi un dino......sabko laxmibai colony jaane ka bahut chaska tha aur aisa maana jata tha ki jo waha pe tutions lega wahi asal mein preparation kar raha hai exams ki.......:)
phir chahe saala yaha kuch samjh na aye kyu ki waha pe bahut crowd ata tha.....chalo koi nahi lekin mein suru se alag sochta tha mein bhed chaal ka hisaa nahi banna chata tha isliye meine abhi koi bhi tutions nahi lagai bus mein to sirf novels reading mein laga raheta tha........aur result ka wait karta aur saath hi saath colony mein jo matches hua karte the unmein khela karta tha........phir kya result aya aur hum sab dost ek jagha vikrant ke ghar pe mille aur phir school gaye apne teachers se milne.....mere 76% aye the aur meri vice principal se hum teeno ke marks poche the mein,koshlendra aur silly lover.......
wo moment bahut special tha mere liye kyu ki ye wahi vice principal thi jinse meri mother ne request ki thi ki wo mujhe exams mein baithne de kyu ki undino financial issues the family mein kaafi aur meri fees nahi bhar paye the mere parents........acha lag raha tha kyu ki ache marks aye the aur mam ne bhi appreciate kiya tha....
Hum sab ki life mein aisa movement ata hai hum jab kisi ke trust pe khara uthar te hai aur wo log bahut lucky hote hai jinpe koi trust karta hai kyu ki aise bahut log hai jo aaj bhi kisi ke trust ko jeetne ki kosis mein saari umar nikal dete hai.....
Phir kya tha hamara school phele sirf 10th class tak ka tha lekin ab wo sai baba ke mandir ke saamne national convent ki new branch open hui jo 12th tak thi....lekin uska naam "Blossom Convent" ho gaya tha........phir kya tha baaki sabne to school chod diya tha ab sirf mein,koshlendra aur silly lover bache the....mujhe aaj bhi yaad hai jab hum teeno apne class 11th ke subject lene cycle pe gaye the aur raste bhar kaafi discussion kiya thaki kya karna hai.......mein usdin thoda cycle peeche karke sochne laga ki aaj jo subject mein lene ja raha hu wo meri aage aane waali life ko decide karega mein usdin thoda confuse tha kyu ki maths aur biology(science) dono mein ek saa hi tha to koi bhi leta koi fark nahi padta lekin mere father chate the ki mein doc banu lekin doc banne ke bus itna pata tha mujhe ki bahut time dena padta hai aur maths leke aap Er banke jaldi job kar sakte ho aur meri family ki condition achi nahi thi isliye phir kya tha raste mein cycle pe aise meine apna subject decide kiya...aur phir school pahuch ke mein paper pe sai baba ka naam le kar meine maths bhar diya phir kya tha wo din jo decide kiya uska result aaj milla mein ab ek software engineer hu aur IT company mein job karta hu.......
phir kya tha ek noew journey ki suruwaat hui usdin aur phir ghar aake apne father ko bataya ki meine maths liya wo thoda khush nahi the mere se kyu ki meine unka dil tod diya tha lekin mein hamesha se kisi individual ke baaremein kabhi nahi sochta mein hamesha sabke profit loss ke baaremein sochta hu aur usdin bhi meine wahi kiya kyu ki mere father ka department band hone wala tha kabhi bhi unko vrs lena pad sakta tha aur doc banne ke liye paise chaiye hote wo kaha se aate.....isliye mein apne dil mein happy tha apne decision se....hamari country mein middle class family hamesha pis jaati hai......
phir kya tha meine apni tutions start karti aur mere sabse phele teacher the rathore sir jo chemistry padate the aur phir ab physics/maths ke tutor ki searching chaalo kardi thi meine....undinno aisa hua karta tha ki teachers ke yaha aap 1-2 din padke dekh sakte ho ek dum fees nahi dena padti hai...
phir aise meine kaafi saare teacher ke yaha demo classes li aur phir ek dixit ji karke sir hua karte the jo RKVM mein bhi padaya karte the unke yaha physics ki tution aur maths ki tution ko lekar bahut pareshaan hua jaise taise karke ek farzi teacher milla bahut ki bada pakao tha itna slow aadmi meine apni life mein kabhi nahi dekha pata nahi uski biwi ka kya hota hoga..........hehehehe.......
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